On the road againAugust 8, 2017 in Germany
After almost two month I'm leaving Germany again. The new destination is Colombo in Sri Lanka. After a full day of waiting at the consulate General in Frankfurt I got my visa for India. Usually the visa time takes three working days. I asked them to hurry up and it worked well. I can stay one year in India with several entering. That's more than I expected. It feels great. Everything matches at the moment. I can live my dream, it's pure freedom. Never felt this before.
On the other hand; I'm leaving my friends and family behind. It feels strange but I've trust in our bonds that they are strong enough to handle this. One thing makes my wanna cry. I leave my feeling-good-human behind. It hurts a lot and I'm not sure I made the right decision to go. I liked her since we met three years ago. And with every day I wrote or met her I felt more attracted to her. Last Saturday I wrote her about my feelings. Can't stand it anymore to live with the lie of just being friends. I don't wanna lose her...
Til now I've no response of her. Maybe she's shocked or still laughing about my sillyness.Read more