No followers :)

It is quite a liberation to have no followers here. I can write whatever comes to mind, without a thought if "people will understand". This makes it very personal. I am fully aware that the person I am writing to is a future self, or possibly everybody or no one. It is writing to create structure, nothing else.

It also shows me the YouTube channel isn't as important to the subscribers as it became to me. It became quite the obligation over time. When I get back, it will be more relaxed. A way of expressing whatever comes to mind. A format that helps in the expression, like a poem, through its rigid structure helps with creativity or a painting when you have limited colours.Read more