Batu Ferringhi

My last days before I start my 3-week retreat are in Batu Ferringhi. Based on reviews and guide books, it is the best beach on Penang.

It's okay, but I haven't been in the water. After being here, I learned jellyfish are a big problem. The water isn't clean, as the straight if Malacca is one of the busiest ship lanes.

The last two days, I see my overall disappointment with Asia. I see my own delusion and naivete. The reality is there is a lot of pollution. Health and hygiene standards are low.

Yet, I can't judge. This is the way it is. All I can do is observe my discomfort for now.

I no longer have the desire to explore Southeast Asia. As of right now, i feel Thailand, Cambodia, and Vietnam will have to be another time.

If I leave Asia, then where will I winter?

I have much to process and reflect during my upcoming retreat. I pray for clarity and guidance. May I be clear enough to receive it.Read more