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Sweden

Chasing the northern lights and reconnecting with the self. Read more
  • Trip start
    November 23, 2024

    Stockholm

    November 23, 2024 in Sweden ⋅ ☀️ -1 °C

    Flying from Warsaw to Stockholm was a short flight that gave me some views of the sunrise in a sea of clouds. Approaching Sweden was also another experience that showed me just what the archipelago looked like from above, all these islands blanketed in snow. I didn't realize winter was already in full force at this time.

    My heart was full of hope for what awaited in Stockholm. It felt like the culmination of my entire journey so far, yet a part of me was also faltering. I had so much trust in the Universe but also told myself that I should just stay present and enjoy the moment.

    The airport was super fancy and I particularly liked the train towards the town being eco-friendly. I walked over to my hostel where I settled my things and took a shower before heading over to Gamla Stan.

    I went to the Stockholm City Hall first, enamoured by the setting sun that was already shining the golden hour colors onto the city. The arches that framed the city opposite the river made me long for what I was looking for. I went to the Parliament House and the Stockholm Cathedral, just some pictures here and there. The Royal Palace seemed to have a changing of the guard ceremony happening that made it jam-packed so I went ahead to the Tessin Palace and then to Finska Krykan where the Sweden's smallest statue, the Iron Boy sat looking up at the moon. The streets of Gamla Stan were beautiful and winding, yet I was getting disheartened and finally accepted defeat that day. "I can't do this anymore." Thoughts of betrayal and feeling completely lost with the journey, I was in resignation. Visiting other sites like the House of Nobility and Riddarholmen Church, Evert Taubes Terrass where I got to see the City Hall from the other side this time was nice and all with the snow, the wind had a frosty bite to it too.

    I went to have lunch at a cozy restaurant in the form of salmon. From there, I proceeded to the central square where a Christmas market was taking place. Giving up for the day, I proceeded to Monteliusvagen towards Mariaberget to see the cityscape from the hill above. From there, I walked back to my hostel, stopping by a 7/11 to grab some bananas for dinner.

    I laid on my bed, fixing my things slowly, taking a shower, trying to avoid confronting my thoughts and reality. It was shattering everything I had known yet I couldn't grieve, I couldn't give up, I couldn't get frustrated, I couldn't get angry. My mind was going berserk yet my heart stood steadfast. It was hell. I don't know why I was led here, the journey couldn't be denied yet I felt so betrayed. It was a good thing I was so tired from the journey that I fell asleep, drifting on and off but waking up in the wee hours of the morning. I was still processing everything to no avail.
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  • Vaxholm

    November 24, 2024 in Sweden ⋅ ⛅ -1 °C

    Waking up with a heavy heart and the same feeling of being lost, I tried to make sense of my situation, getting in tune with myself to no avail but the day was waiting and it was time to get a move on. I took a shower and put on some clothes, still having a bit of hope inside yet carrying a heavy burden.

    I checked out and welcomed the cold embrace of the darkness before dawn. I walked over to the station, enjoying the empty streets. I got my ticket but forgot that I had to leave my bag in the locker first so I backtracked to the Central Station to deposit it before finding my way in the labyrinthian pathways of the metro. I understood what they meant now when they said how the Metro was one of the world's largest art galleries. It truly was!

    I rode the train to the docks where I hopped on a boat to Vaxholm. I was still hoping that somehow things would magically align but no, I got on the boat alone despite what could have been. I did my best to get through and try to enjoy the present moment. I decided not to give up still, and to keep affirming. This gave me a bit of hope. I went to the Vaxholm Hotel first to grab whatever food they had, they didn't have much since it was only a breakfast buffet. Some bread, cheese, fruits, and juices were hopefully enough to fill me up.

    I proceeded with my original plan to go around the whole island, starting with seeing the Fortress and then going up and enjoying the views of the red houses, seaside, beaches, and forests. All the while my mind was preoccupied with my goal. Soon enough, I reached the end of the island and the southern side was more of a nature trail. I had to do a bit of a steep hike even.

    By this time, there was a bit of a drizzle as the sun started to show its golden colors. I reached the docks with plenty of time to spare, I was planning on having lunch here but saw that the boat departing for Stockholm was soon to arrive so I opted to just head back and find some place there. I think throughout the whole journey in Vaxholm, I was able to accept the current situation and also accept that it wasn't necessarily over. It was only over when I gave up, but I've come too far and saw too much to turn back now. That gave me a bit of calm and peace. Back on the boat, I somehow ended up discovering self-concept. This was the key and brought me back to full alignment, it shifted to focus on the external to the internal. This was the next chapter of my journey.

    When I got back to Stockholm, I went to visit the National Museum. Exploring its halls and works while already starting to embody self-concept work. I had lunch here as well, salmon and mushroom soup. After catching my bearings fully, it was time. Time to leave Stockholm behind and begin my journey to Abisko.

    I walked all the way to the main station to get my things, only to find that I actually didn't close the lockers properly. Surprisingly, I didn't have to pay the price by the hour and only the initial price, since the kind gentleman reset it. I'll take any blessings I can for today. After waiting for an hour or two, I went to board the train.

    I was met by a kind-looking person, a Swede named Tristan. We talked for a while before being joined by Louis, a man from France, Yaseen from Pakistan, and Rasmus and Trina, a father-daughter duo from Germany. We enjoyed jolly conversations while getting to know each other's backgrounds and cultures. I found that I was really lucky to be placed with them as all the other rooms seemed to be super noisy or have intimidating people, the rooms were a bit rugged compared to our calm atmosphere. I was also so ready to go to sleep, but I was also enjoying this calmness within me. I was finally free from this thing that I had been carrying with me since Bhutan, since October. I was finally living in the present moment, free from thought. I was free and alive and aligned. I was...happy. I enjoyed talking with everyone for a long time before finally tapping out to my first good sleep in a long time.
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  • Abisko

    November 25, 2024 in Sweden ⋅ ❄️ -3 °C

    The journey to Abisko was cozy, I caught up on some sleep most of the night. I was awoken when Tristan had left, I gave him a handshake and bid him farewell before drifting back to sleep. The morning was calm, I once again felt light and present in the moment. Finally appreciating the world around me and happy that I've left Stockholm behind. I was the first one up as well as Trina. She was once again enjoying opening the window and feeling the cold wind. Louis later told me just how much his feet were freezing because of her, poor guy. The sun was barely up around 8 AM, we were very far up north by this time. I went to have breakfast and had a delicious mushroom sandwich as well as some falafel. When I went back to our carriage, I was surprised that the whole place was empty now. It seemed like everyone had already disembarked. We were already at Kiruna. I thought I was even in the wrong carriage until Yaseen called out to me.

    Abisko was just a few stops away. I was able to save Yaseen by telling him he was going down the wrong stop at Abisko Ostra since our stop was the STF Turistation. Yaseen and I actually got down the wrong side of the train and were asked to go to the other side. From the distance, I saw a girl hauling a gigantic red luggage but I had no idea whether she was heading to the Turistation or not. Yaseen and I walked over to the hotel and Yaseen just started chatting up some girls from Australia, talking about how there was actually a Northern Lights display last night around 11 PM but only for an hour. We checked in and I was given the keys to our room and my bed: 1234. The receptionist laughed at that.

    Outside, we encountered the girl again. Yaseen offered to help her with her luggage. Her name was Avery, hailing from China. Turns out we were roommates, she had a jolly attitude and we got along well from the get-go. She asked if we had any plans and I told her that we were going hiking around the area before sundown, she wanted to come with us which I thought was a splendid idea. Avery somehow had a lot of apples with her and I was able to get a couple to eat while out in the snow. We talked about random things, like how the snow changes how the apple tastes or how it was actually warmer in Abisko rather than Stockholm because the snow around here was melting(?) Some funky science stuff that was proven to be unfounded.

    We ran into Avery's cabin mate from the train: Jess who was from Australia. We invited her to go do a trail with us going to Lake Tornetrask through the Canyon. After we were joined by Yaseen, we set off. The scenery was mighty impressive, who knew such a winterscape was just a few minutes walk from our hostel? It was like we were transported to another world. The river meandering through the canyon and the waterfall shooting out from the cave were some of the highlights, not to mention a frozen waterfall.

    There were plenty of stops to see along the way, including a bridge and some lookout points. At one time, I even slid down the frozen stairway and hit my bum on the ice. We had a spontaneous race with Jess and Yaseen leading up front, Avery and I could only just watch them speed past us. We had our little own race as well and finally we got to Lake Tornetrask where it spread out in front of us in its vast expanse. I decided to go further down its shores to touch its waters. Yaseen stayed up while Avery and Jess joined me. We got to take photos of the icicles hanging deep under the rocky crevices of the lake. We took another way back, the easier trail going straight to the hostel except Avery somehow realized she had dropped her camera lens cap, she went back to the lake and I decided to help her try and find it. Luckily enough, a kind passerby noticed we were searching for something and voila, it was with him! He had found it all the way back from the lake. This wasn't going to be the first time Avery would lose her camera's cap.

    When we got back to the hostel, it was now my turn to realize that I had lost my phone somewhere. Jess had to go back to her friend so we said our good byes while I backtracked. Luckily, I was able to find it immediately buried under the snow.

    Since we still had some time, Yaseen wanted to walk towards Abisko Ostra, the main town, to ask about dog sledding and visit the local supermarket. It was another long walk in the snow and darkness was fast catching up even though it was just 2:30. By the time we got to the town proper, it was already pitch black. We paid the supermarket a visit and checked out the various goods they had available. Avery and I were quite enticed by the kids section where they featured a lot of strange candy contraptions. I got some coated Oreos and Avery got some marshmallows while Yaseen got some chips. On the way out, we encountered the same girls from earlier, they mentioned that they went to the Sami Camp earlier in the day which was really good information for us. Yaseen asked them about the huskies and turns out those ladies were staying in the exact hostel that had the husky farm so we waited for them to finish their shopping and went together.

    We went inside the hostel where a single telephone was. Apparently, one had to call for them using that one so while Avery and I waited at the lodge, Yaseen had already started to chat up with another person. She tried to show us the way towards the husky farm but went back as it started to get cold. Yaseen was kinda behind us I think but somehow we lost sight of him. Avery and I decided to follow the barks and found the husky farm where a lot of cute dogs were very much excited to see us. We saw some staff and thought that they would ask us to leave but they were really kind and even offered to light up the dogs that were tied to the sled so we got to take some really nice photos. Avery and I made our rounds to say hi to every dog that was poking its head out of the tiny holes. Yaseen later called me to ask where we were since he was going to the supermarket. I told him we were at the husky farm and he should come check it out. We were later joined by him and after another round of enjoying the dogs, we walked back to the supermarket since Yaseen wanted to buy some beer. Then we made the walk back to the hostel. I ate an early dinner with Yaseen at the bistro, we got some pizza while Avery went back to the dorm to eat some ramen.

    Yaseen and I got to know each other a bit more, talking about life in Malta, spirituality, and exchanging stories. He seems like a very charismatic person, though I could tell he's a good person. I went back to my room and took a shower, borrowing some of Avery's beer shampoo which was going to be my default shampoo for the rest of my stay in Abisko. I had joined a Northern Lights tour with Lights Over Lapland today but I wasn't feeling too confident as it was too cloudy.

    We met up at the lobby and got on a van that took us all the way out to Kiruna, to a campfire spot. We traded some stories and were given the explanation on why Abisko was a prime spot to see the Northern Lights but alas not tonight, though it was fine for me. We got to try some lingonberry juice and I got a heads up that some moose were spotted over at Fagelkullen AKA Bird's Hill. Avery was initially in charge of setting up the next day's itinerary and she sent me one composed by the great ChatGPT. I counter-proposed with the idea to check out Bird's Hill along with the Sami Camp and the trail she wanted to do. "Deal!" and it was done.
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  • Abisko II

    November 26, 2024 in Sweden ⋅ ☁️ -3 °C

    Avery and I had breakfast together at the cafeteria, and by breakfast, I meant ramen and apples. The sun was barely out but it was a quiet and peaceful morning. We had a long day planned today.

    Had to give Yaseen a couple of shoutouts to get him to join us in time as we were just about ready to head out and start the day. Our first stop was back to the old trail towards the Canyon. Yaseen had already struck up a conversation with some people on the trail while Avery and I started going through the snowy path. The trail going towards Bird's Hill was not as used compared to the ones going to the lake since the snow here was piling up above our ankles. Still, it was a beautiful path that we got to enjoy. We were hoping to spot some moose that were hanging around the river delta. When we got there, we got to have a bird's eye view of the lake and the mountains looming over the horizon. Just the faint colors of sunrise hiding behind the clouds and the barren forest below us. My eyes started to dart left and right, trying to find the moose. There were some dark patches that I was honing in on, only when they moved did I realize that those were the moose we were looking for. I excitedly pointed Avery to them and called Yaseen to hurry and catch a glimpse of the majestic animals. We appreciated the views and the moose as they went around the forest, wondering what they were even doing there or where they were finding the food to eat at all.

    Avery wanted to go down which I thought was a bit of a crazy idea but she was unstoppable and began to make her descent. By this time, Yaseen had picked up Avery's camera cap again. This was the second time she'd lost it and he told me to keep it a secret. Ah well, going down did seem like fun too especially if we could get the chance to get closer to the moose so I ended up joining her until she called it off, realizing that it was probably not the best idea. As we were going back down, Avery noticed she had lost the cap and wanted to go back to try and find it. Yaseen was smirking, and I gave him a pleading look and asked him not to take it too far. He conceded and let the cat out of the bag after a bit of teasing.

    I wanted to check another spot on Google Maps that mentioned views of Lapporten. We once again took an unused trail that brought us up close to the river and some icicle formations. The trail however disappeared into much deeper snow, up to knee-level this time around. I tried to push onwards and found myself wading through really deep snow so we were contemplating whether to continue. Yaseen thought it was a bad idea, but Avery, ever the trailblazer, wanted to push through. Well, I can't leave my roomie to go off on her own now, so I started to move forward with Yaseen grumbling behind us. It honestly wasn't that bad though I guess he didn't exactly have boots like us so I could sympathize with him but with just a bit of mocking for good measure.

    I had no idea if we were going the right direction or not, all I had was the GPS on Maps.Me but the entire area was covered in snow, we tried to get as far as we could to the top and when we got to the supposed viewpoint, I couldn't see Lapporten but we still got some amazing views of the Arctic mountain ranges. On the way back, Avery found a stick that she just pulled out of the ground like Excalibur or something, it was really impressive. Now she's got a trusty hiking stick. We went back to one of the lookout spots and enjoyed some of those Oreos I had gotten from yesterday as a reward for ourselves.

    I wanted to push on to check out the Sami camp since we saw a sign for it when we started the trail but Yaseen wanted to go back to the lodge to grab some coffee. When we got back to the Turistation, Yaseen went off somewhere while Avery and I inquired about the Skystation and were told that it was indeed closed during the day. I took her downstairs to the Bistro so she could see the menu. It was closed at this time but the doors were left open so we were able to just sit inside and appreciate the space and silence. In the end, she was still quite adamant about her ramen, and hey, after tasting some of her collection this morning, I could understand why. We talked about the trails we could do and planned the route while waiting for Yaseen. He later called me and we regrouped and prepared to go back out again.

    Avery wanted to do the King's Trail, which was a 2-hour trail on paper, but with all the snow, it was probably going to take around 3 hours. We still had the Sami camp as well so we went there first, through another beautiful path blanketed in fresh snow. In fact, it was snowing pretty hard at this time too. It was as cloudy as yesterday, and Avery shared her worries if we were going to see the Lights tonight. I reassured her we were, the forecasts were good and I was quite hopeful myself. I knew the Universe wasn't going to let me go home empty-handed.

    We got to the camp and found that we were the only ones there again, how lucky! It used to be used by the indigenous Sami people but had long since been abandoned. I had really wanted to see one as well but I guess they weren't going to be hanging around here. Nowadays, it functions as an open-air museum, allowing visitors to gain insights on their way of life and some of the structures they used back in the day. Yaseen remarked that coming here was useless but I thought it was quite interesting to be able to see something like this right at our backyard. Avery and I went around the various spots that included storage houses, tents, and cabins while Yaseen smoked his vape at the corner.

    With the Sami Camp out of the way, it was now time to begin the King's Trail. I saw that there was a path we could already take going there but it was very overrun with snow so we decided to go to the original trailhead. Again, it doesn't seem like anyone was doing the trail at this time, understandably so as it was already nearing sunset, which is basically around 2:30 today. The trail was much grander with amazing vistas of the river. We were at a much higher elevation this time around, with the snow reaching above our ankles. I was really enjoying the views and felt amazing, yet from the back Yaseen was showing us some love "I fucking hate you guys." which I found absolutely hilarious. He called us the "Crazy Asians" for dragging him along to do this apparently abhorrent trail. It was great fun though cuz he's stuck with us either way. We pushed on forward, with Avery leading the way, using the stick to poke holes in the ground to check for the depth, and crossing the bridge. Looking at the time and looking at the sky, it was definitely not looking good. Yaseen started to ask if we were halfway there, "Bro, we aren't even 1/4th there yet." I replied, trying to hold back laughing. Despite this, Avery went anywhere the wind took her, she went down towards the river every time there was an opening, not worrying about a thing in the world. I particularly liked the snowy rocks on the river that were reminiscent of floating ice.

    As time went on and the trail stretched onward, Yaseen suddenly called out to tell us that he was going back. I was surprised but I could understand why. We had no idea what was lying in wait beyond, what the trail looked like, if it was even accessible or not, the sky was turning darker by the minute, and we were in fact in the middle of nowhere without anyone around us. We said goodbye and wished him luck on the way back. I've never turned back on a trail before and I wasn't going to start now. It seemed like Avery and I agreed to try and go as far as we could, at least reach the halfway point since we weren't even there yet. Not soon after restarting, we were immediately stopped in our tracks by the presence of a beautiful ivory gull. The white bird matched perfectly with the snow and as it was sliding across it, it left a cute trail behind. We couldn't move forward since it was still gracing us with its impressive form. As we tried to creep ever an inch closer to get better photos, it finally flew away.

    Now the sun had already set, and we were almost halfway. Avery seemed to read my mind and asked if I wanted to turn back, and that she would go back with me if I chose to do so. Nahh, we came this far already, we should finish this. I'm sure it'll be fine, how bad can it be to hike in the dark? Avery was overjoyed to hear that, it's so obvious how much she wanted to finish it too, it was so funny. Well now that we were committed, it was really no use worrying about the time anymore, and I felt more present and free. I started to enjoy the hike and embraced the spirit of adventure, though I'm sure Yaseen would have called it idiocy. But hey, I can't really deny that too. Passing the halfway mark, we wanted to check out the lake as well. Unfortunately, the lake seemed to be frozen and all we had was a barren wasteland filled with snow. I was on a lookout to find my own stick as well and I've tried several branches but the right one was elusive. Avery and I talked about various things but among the most memorable ones were the conversations about the Journey to the West and Wukong. It was so fascinating to learn that she had to memorize the powers and information on the different Yao Guai that Wukong battled with. After that, I did find my own stick as well, "Now you can be like Wukong," she said.

    I expected it to be pitch black, but there was still some light. We both looked up at the sky and thought the same thing seeing the cloud cover, but it wasn't night yet and it looked pretty promising since we could already start to see some stars. By the time we finished the trail, it was pretty dark already but we made it. As we walked back towards the lodge, a long train passed by and we stood there watching it go on almost endlessly until the racking stopped and only the sound of silence remained.

    Feeling victorious, we left our sticks outside the hostel and found Yaseen who had already met a new friend from Hong Kong. We caught up on the happenings and I was pleasantly surprised to see Louis again at the back. He was with the rest of his family this time around, cousins and his sister. Laure, Camille, and Philip. I invited them to go out with us later that night to hunt for the Northern Lights. They had initially thought that it was not possible to see them tonight, and only around 4 AM but I begged to differ. Having convinced them to come along, I was excited that we had a big group now. Avery made us some ramen for a semi-dinner which was just the perfect meal after a hike like that.

    Avery and I went back to our rooms to rest up, using the hair dryer to clear off the remaining ice hanging on our clothes. As we tidied up, Avery asked me to play some music and I hit her with "I'm Yours" by Jason Mraz, a song that stuck in my head ever since I got to Sweden. Things got much more cozy and I was switching up to a relaxed mood when suddenly there was a knock on the door. It was Yaseen. This guy suddenly told us that he needed us to go outside and help him cuz he apparently lost his vape while taking photos of the stars. Oh dear, well it was short-lived and now it looks like we were going back out to the fray. Avery and I accompanied him to the spot where he said might have lost it and so we started to look around, he also pointed to another possible site across our dorm so we went there too. I mean, I really tried my best but somewhere along the line, I just found the whole thing to be so hilarious that I just started to laugh. At least now I was enjoying myself on this wild goose chase much to Yaseen's disappointment. I think he realized that it was futile and started to call it off, but at this point, Avery and I were pretty invested so we still kept trying to sweep up snow. Until Yaseen started to say "It's gone already, it's impossible to find it at this point. Let's go back." I just found the whole situation to be so funny, I couldn't stop laughing. "Fuck you." he said, but I gleefully countered it with a "Hey, we came out for you." so I got a much better "Thank you and fuck you." Chef's kiss, truly.

    As time passed, I was checking the website Yaseen recommended about the SkyStation and was super impressed with the sheer amount of stars being captured. Since it was almost 7 PM, I figured it was time we set off to try our luck and hunt for the auroras. We were joined by Louis and his cousin Philip, and the five of us headed towards the lake again. After a 20-minute walk we got to some benches where we could make a campfire. We had the necessary materials but never actually got to doing it. The air was electric with anticipation. I was quite confident we would see them tonight, though I haven't the faintest idea what they would look like or what to look for. Louis did a little Northern Lights dance for us, now they'll come for sure.

    Avery gave me one of her airpods, it was playing classical music which was quite fitting and made the whole thing much more immersive. While waiting we got to enjoy doing some astrophotography, I was able to get some mighty good shots of the stars and Yaseen was really knowledgeable about it as well. We were later joined by Laure and Camille mid-shoot, and everyone was able to get their photos taken under the canopy of stars. It's where Yaseen truly shined as he became everyone's de-facto director, a very strict one at that! After my turn, I noticed that there was a red streak at the side of my shot but I didn't exactly pay it any mind. When Yaseen saw it, he was a bit more heightened and after he took a shot of his own, he later called us to confirm that it was there. Oh joy, I couldn't even see them with my own eyes but after a while, yeah, I could see a faint whitish glow. My phone's camera however was able to capture a lot more light and the green and red were much more visible. Still, this was what we were waiting for so everyone had started to go around to take their own photos.

    As we were going around taking photos, I noticed Avery was a looking a bit frantic. Turns out she had lost her phone which was certainly not the best timing with the lights finally out. Having almost lost my phone just the other day, I could empathize and it being dark and cold right now while everyone else was focused on the lights wasn't ideal. I decided to help her look for it as well, I scraped off the snow around the benches and tried to check the spots where we were taking photos but I hadn't much luck. The music was still playing from her earpods so it should be around. Fortunately, she was able to find it and we were able to get back to enjoying the lights. I had wanted to get some shots of the light being reflected on the lake and as I went down towards the shore, I saw a pair who were watching from there too. The lights were much more visible now and I was able to get really clear shots much to their amazement. They asked if I could take their photos and I happily obliged. Laure and Camille also joined us and I also took their photos, after everyone's turn they kindly helped me take my photo as well. We later went back and I found out that one of the girl's name was Aygun from Azerbaijan and the other guy was from Sweden. We traded socials so I could send them their pics later. It seems like the group was satisfied and they had stared to head back. We stayed out for more than 2 hours until 9:30 PM. I was very satisfied with what I got as well, and looking up at the sky, I could appreciate them even more as they danced above us, as if saying good bye. I was talking to the Aygun for most of the way and asked if they were staying at the Turistation, but they were actually heading back to Kiruna after this. I noticed Avery was a bit behind everyone else so I waited a bit so she could catch up. We walked back to the dorm where we joined Yaseen at the cafeteria. As I was getting settled in, Avery went out again to do some more exploration while I enjoyed Yaseen's company. After a while, I decided to check what the lights looked like and was astounded. Seems like the night wasn't done afterall, they just kept getting better and better. Now, it's truly undeniable, as visible as the stars to the naked eye. I went back to the cafeteria to call whoever was there and I was joined by Louis and Philip. Now even they were both satisfied seeing the auroras in this manner. After a while, I later went out again to check and this time around the auroras were really on fire, so wavy and humongous that it stretched across the sky.

    I noticed a bit late that Avery had already sent me messages to come out and see the auroras, but this time I also called Yaseen only to find out that he was in the bathroom. Needless to say, it didn't take a lot to convince him to drop his biz and come out. I went back and told the French team that they couldn't miss this show, and everyone later reunited at the back of the hostel, even Laure and Camille were back. This was where I saw Avery again and I got another one of her airpods for some classical background music to accompany the dancing lights. It was already 11:00 PM around this time and the cold and wind were prevailing. I was able to get some cool shots using the snow mound which incidentally provided some of the best views of the area. By 11:30 PM, the French team had already gone back and Yaseen also pardoned himself stating that it was getting a bit too cold. I didn't find it to be that cold and I was still enjoying the show, I think Avery thought the same so we decided to climb up the snow mound again and snuggled up on the summit which barely had space for two. By this time, despite the continous amazing display, I had already stopped taking photos and just dedicated the moment to appreciating the present. The freezing wind, the cold of snow seeping through my pants, and the auroras dancing all around us. It was a powerful moment that brought me to a state of awe and wonder. I was really grateful to have someone beside me to enjoy this moment with. The horizon over the lake, behind the mountains, and even directly above us there were auroras! With everyone else going back to the lodge, it seems like we were the only two souls left braving the elements. The mood got really introspective and we started to talk about our lives, the universe, and finding meaning. I was really happy to have met someone like her. Even when we wanted to go back, we still somehow ended up extending for another half hour or so and before we knew it, it was already 1 AM by the time we got back. Yaseen was so surprised to see us and asked if we were actually outside this whole time.

    Now I was really satisfied, I mean I was already satisfied with just the first session by the lake, but I never thought the night would lead to something so magical and profound. The auroras never stopped at all, it was truly a blessing. And speaking of blessings, we got another serving of Avery's ramen while Yaseen also made us some pesto-tuna sandwiches. Both of which hit the perfect spot after a night out in the cold. I took a much awaited hot shower only to find out that Yaseen and Laure were going back out to watch the lights with some drinks after I had finished. Bummer, I would have joined them but going out again in the cold after a shower didn't sound too enticing. I went back to our room to find that Avery had started to pack. It took some time and we got to talk a bit more since it wouldn't be possible for me to sleep with the lights on. We ended up going to bed around 3 AM by the time things settled down.
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  • Abisko III

    November 27, 2024 in Sweden ⋅ ☁️ -4 °C

    Waking up with only a few hours of sleep, I strangely felt alright. Surprisingly, Yaseen was awake way before me and Avery as he started to shoot me some texts. Seems like the journey had already culminated last night and today was the day we were all going our separate ways. Bittersweet, but looking back I felt I was really lucky to meet such genuine and good people that I could vibe and laugh with. After we got our things all packed, we met up with Yaseen outside for breakfast, and no surprise, we were once again having an all-you-can-eat ramen buffet. I'm definitely not complaining though cuz they were actually all quite top-shelf stuff! The alternative would be literally to eat nothing so I made sure to eat my fair share. I proposed to do one last morning sunrise hike and was once again met with the same reactions: Avery was quite down for it while Yaseen just wouldn't have it anymore with us. We tried to convince him when I found a much closer and more interesting option: "Sensing the Arctic." Seems to be a permanent art exhibit right on our backyard, but he just so done. Classic Yaseen.

    Avery and I went to check it out and it was actually pretty awesome. I liked how the ice blades poked out of the snow while being covered in frost. The field was vast and the snow was pouring, it felt like a desolate part of the arctic indeed. The photos came out really good as well, for something so man-made, it fit in quite naturally with its environment.

    We went back up, I realized just how bad I was at directions as there was a very clear shortcut right from our dorm. To be fair, it's hard to navigate when the paths are all covered up! We encountered the same hill we sat at last night during the auroras. I wondered what the view up there was actually like in the morning. We made the climb and got to see one last view of the Swedish Lapland stretching over yonder before our very eyes.

    When we got back to the dorm, it was time for Avery and Yaseen to head out to catch their train going to Narvik while I had to catch my shared taxi to Kiruna. The three of us headed out but Yaseen had forgotten his gloves back at the dorm so we said our goodbyes then and there. I helped Avery with her gigantic red luggage, feeling the weight of it for the first time. Man, this girl's been lugging this around her whole Europe trip? She's so funny. We said our farewells at the crossroads, I'm definitely going to miss her energy.

    A few minutes later, my ride arrived and I got on the front which was undoubtedly the best view in the house. While Abisko was cloudy, the road going to Kiruna was unbelievably clear and for the first time since arriving in Sweden, I got to see the Arctic sun. It was a dazzling and radiant sunrise, just at its peak. Even the driver had commented that this sun was very intense which is quite rare. She told me to look closer at the ringed halos around it which was caused by the arid landscape and weather. It accompanied us the whole time while coating the area in hues of orange and pink. I imagined that this was perhaps the Arctic's way of giving us a send-off.

    The town of Kiruna was a modest one, what surprised me was that it was currently in the process of being moved. The driver told me that the mining company pretty much owned the town and employes more than half of the population. The situation was something I thought was only seen in movies but to actually see it happening right in front of me was mind-boggling. The people weren't happy but they also had no choice. Now if even residents of Kiruna couldn't stand against the big corpos, what more could the Sami people do to protect their land and herd? Lots of things to ponder about until it was interrupted by our arrival at the airport. By the time I took flight, it was already sunset, and flying over the Arctic was another experience altogether. I was a bit disappointed that I wasn't by the window seat this time around because even from the aisle seat, I was in awe at how beautiful the land was, which was multiplied manifold due to the sunset. An endless sea of pink snow that grew more breathtaking by the minute, it was hard to keep my jaw from hitting the ground.

    Back in Stockholm, it was only an hour or so before my flight to Copenhagen, it was time to finish the last leg of my journey in Denmark.
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    Trip end
    November 27, 2024