I know this has been a crazy journey and that I shouldn't have left during this periord of time. I could find a thousand excuses for the trouble that I have brought to my family and friends. However, I have never regretted going to Germany, never, because I said it would be worth it. I was trying to fulfil a silly promise and searching for a miracle. And I did. When I am trying to be fair to someone, I am being unfair to someone else and I hate myself for it.Read more