• Lisa Atkinson

Camino de Santiago

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  • 旅行の開始
    2024年4月4日

    Porto

    2024年4月4日, ポルトガル ⋅ ☁️ 17 °C

    Landed ✌️

    Finding my way to the city from the airport was super easy! And cheap, 1 Euro! For a 25 min journey. It was cramped but fine. Gotta remember how big my backpack is.

    Arrived I headed South, and happened to come across Av dos Aliados - a long stretch of pedestrianised area surrounded by amazing architecture.

    I was near to a brunch place I’d spotted days ago when looking at the map so decided to give that a go and yes! I was starving on the metro and these salty waffles for brunch were *chef kiss.

    Starting to flex my Portuguese but many folk still talk English back. But think I need to be less tired and more confident when speaking.

    Met Anna, who I met via Hostelworld, pre trip and bought her second hand poles. The Camino provides 😂

    Then I wandered until my room was ready. Picked up something from the bakery, tried again with the language and suprised an old man behind the counter who loved telling me what it was that I was actually buying - a Bolo de Berlin for future reference 🧡

    I’m staying 2 nights at the Poets Inn. My room is named after Jack London, with his writings from call of the wild on the walls - LOVE.

    Easy check in. No one but key codes but all good. Took a snooze, then headed out to try a Pastel de Bacalhau. Actually conversed in Portuguese - YAY. This made me happy. Got upsold a cheesy elephant as you do, said no to the traditional port that comes with it, because ew!

    Took this and went for a bimble and came across a place with gelato. Then realised they did hot chocolate like from the chocolat book/film so - gelato and hot chocolate was had.

    Dessert first for the win.

    This happened to be right next to the famous bookshop Livraria Lello - straight out of beauty and the beast territory. I’m gonna cry not buying a book from here!!

    Then just as I head back, possibly from slowing down, mindfully not pace (FYI), I notice my first Camino de Santiago sign on the floor, just a few yards from where I haphazardly chose to book 5 days ago.

    Going to take this a literal as well as figurative sign I am on the path I was meant to find, spiritually not literally, that is. Or maybe both, I guess 🤷🏼‍♀️
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  • Final things

    2024年4月5日, ポルトガル ⋅ ☁️ 20 °C

    To breakfast or not to breakfast here…

    Realised I’m quite far away from the extrovert I was once was. I’ve not yet seen anyone else staying here, and I could hear the click/clack of doors going down, then voices, then chairs scraping.

    I could have slept more. And there’s only a few things I need to do today. But I threw my flannel shirt over the dress im using to sleep in and sshlomped downstairs. Turns out I sat next to a Mexican lady, who lives in Germany, who’d just finished the Camino. She enjoyed it but lamented all the rain which meant her and many others forgot about the spiritual variant and just kept going.

    Breakfast was, difficult, lots of wheat! So cornflakes and filter coffee. But the coffee was cold, so that didn’t happen. I instead, headed out to find breakfast. I thought I’d try the Livrario Lello on the way, but that had queues down the street. So no! But amazing to see a bookshop with that much attention, better that than M&M world ya know?

    There was a shop a few doors now with a beautiful interior. That was a nice mooch, but my tummy is calling. I found a lil cafe on the way to my destination. Where I fully conversed in Portuguese. Confidence boost. Also had the best brunch I think to date - chicken, avocado and curry chutney waffles! Upon leaving I asked to pay in Portuguese and the woman apologies for mistaking me for English when I went inside. Instead of Brazilian, so surprised when I said I actually was.

    Mood was melancholic today. I enjoy exploring, but I’m getting twitchy energy. I think I just want to get started. My head is seeming trying to pressure itself to think up things profound instead of waiting, patiently. But so much of my working out is verbal processing so talking to myself in my head is hard going.

    I went to the Cathedral, to collect my pilgrim passport. But just sat for ages outside. I guess theres some freeing aspects of not needing to be anywhere. I hadn’t still got somewhere to book for tomorrow night and that was playing on my mind but not enough to do something then and there. I then explored the actual Cathedral, my starting point. Which maybe earlier now.

    Thinking I just do a slow and short walk to Matosinhos. That way I can sense my pace and see how my feet fare. They’ve been alright around Porto. But I’ll need to be doing 3 x as much.

    I was able to sit quietly in the Cathedral and ask for what I hope to get out the Camino

    O Wellness
    O Clarity
    O Consistency
    O Acceptance
    O Healing
    O Difference

    Headache set in after. Worried it was gonna get worse I headed back picking up food and more water for my room. And just studied maps etc.

    I think I’ll start feeling better when I begin. Yes there’s more here to explore. But it’s not why I’m here.

    I can return. But after I’ve walked…
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  • The night before

    2024年4月6日, ポルトガル ⋅ ☁️ 17 °C

    I’ve made up my mind.

    I start tomorrow. Just to Matosinhos. That way I can identify if there’s any pressure points that may feet may need tending too, and prep accordingly.

    I decided I wanted to leave Porto as a bonafide Pilgrim. So I chose to stay at the city’s official pilgrim albergue.

    Check in was 2pm. And here’s the first change I’m feeling, since being here. The slowing down.

    The deliberate waiting - with nothing pressing to do - is an odd and unnatural feeling.

    I spent this time, having a coffee with mum. Spotting a cafe, called Christina, I took it as sign. And sat outside and took this time to organise my apps and stop all my notifications from any non-necessary apps.

    I also spent time looking at the old battered buildings. And still finding them so beautiful. Couldn’t help but think why was I so worried about my old apartment, these are all super wonky, and still very much standing.

    Hungry, I pressed on. Found a Belarus brunch spot with room for one. Less room for my backpack. But nonetheless I had my first Belarus Brunch, can confirm, top notch level.

    Finished, and I’ve still got ANOTHER one hour wait to till the albergue opens. So I find a concrete bench in-front of a church and wait.

    And then doors open. And everyone’s is so lovely. Run by volunteers they have a calm and clear way despite having a number of different languages to accommodate to, of checking you in, stamping your credential (pilgrim passport) and showing you the ways and systems of the albergue.

    I met another woman, called Lisa (but with crazy similarities to Jess), german on her second Camino during check-in. And came across my first story from another behind the why of taking on the Camino. Lisa’s story is she wants to compare who she is now with the Lisa who took the first Camino, and reflect and identify the changes that have occurred since. Perhaps I’ll do the same in some years to come?

    Oh and another sign. The second volunteer here I talked to, I’ve overhead her say she’s from Buffalo, NY. Where mum stayed during her international exchange trip with AFS, where mine was Brazil and the whole reason I chose the Portuguese route because of my experience of the language. This made my heart light up.

    My favourite of the place belongs to Peregrina, the albergue’s no longer feral cat. Fierce, soft yet sassy. An absolute perfect trifecta of qualities, of which we should all aspire too. I’m quite sure the curling round my feet was her way of blessing them for the miles to come.

    Oh, and the stress I had from my gifted star bracelet breaking. I’ve since learnt that was only a good thing, because it means a wish has come true. And it has - I’m here! But I’ve incorporated into another bracelet, because all good intentions are welcome here!
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  • Bom Camino! - Day 1

    2024年4月7日, ポルトガル ⋅ ☁️ 17 °C

    My first day as an official pilgrim.

    I left the albergue. Saying goodbye to the beautiful Julia and Greg, volunteers from Boston. Such gentle and authentic souls. They were so invested in each and everyone’s Camino.

    I left on my own. I walked down into the old town, a little teary at the idea that the day had come. What the day means, I don’t yet know, but it had me emotional.

    Not for long as my pilgrim shell on my rucksack was clanging, to the point, I needed to adjust it. I appreciate it might have been a test to ‘zone it out’ or accept the noise. But no, I’m almost 100% definite that my lessons from the Camino don’t include finding peace with a headache inducing clam shell.

    I approached Porto Cathedral, while it was still quiet. Mostly other pilgrims, starting their Camino - and who luckily I was able to get a few photos of me starting with Hubba which I’ll treasure. I then sat and waited with my intentions. In that time, I spoke to other pilgrims, who had come for mass. Including Magda and Jon, who I shared my dorm room. And then, I swapped numbers with Lesley and Tim, an almost retired couple from Tulsa, Oklahoma.

    I then began. Down the steps, following the litoral path to the river side. It was a stunning descent full of nooks and crannies, inquisitive cats and it was also where I began to understand and experience the spirit of the Camino. Identified as a pilgrim by the shell on my backpack, you begin to be wished Bom Camino, a wish of good hope, for what awaits you. A man, super excited, stopped me in my tracks to tell me the way to coast (in Portuguese!) , high five me and wish me success.

    But you soon see more pilgrims come out of the city’s woodwork. And a knowing smile and nod, and greeting of the same wish, “Bom Camino” - no matter the language, hundreds of people are united in a common hope, a wish and of goodness and peace for each other.

    As I crossed the road heading towards the sea, I bump into a pilgrim, Angel. From Tampa, Florida. We chat a little, fall into the same pace, and then bond over a silent fear from taking a single file metal grate bottomed boardwalk over the sea. Petrified, we both stepped off, with a look of recognition that wasn’t going to happen again.

    We stayed together all the way to my stop, Matosinhos. But in that time we talked life, and the back stories to why we are here now. And what we want to gain from the Camino. Angel’s story was rich, and one which I’ll remember.

    But we discussed another hope of the Camino for me. To rediscover or reignite my lost spark.

    I then arrive at my next Albergue. Welcomed by the host Luis. It’s an absolute gorgeous surfer/pilgrim haven. Cosy and modern. Tempted to snooze as soon as I was shown my bunk, with curtains (how luxurious) but I decided to head out for a Chocolate Quench, and sort my next lodgings out.

    Soon after Lesley, Tom and I (who are staying 2 blocks away) made plans to eat together. Which we did and shared stories once again.

    In terms of assessing my feet after day 1, I have no blisters but a spot to look out for on my little toe.
    Some arch pain, but thats lessened as the day has gone on. I have a feeling my right shoulder maybe taking too much weight with backpack as I think there’s an over lean which I hope to correct tomorrow.

    The distance is more tomorrow. And I am little daunted. But it will be cooler. And I have a room, so no intense pace required.

    Let’s see what’s in store for tomorrow…
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  • Serendipity - Day 2

    2024年4月8日, ポルトガル ⋅ 🌬 13 °C

    Woke up in: Caruma Surf Hostel
    Destination: Vila do Conde

    An intentional late start to the day, to miss the weather. I pre-booked my accommodation the night before, so had the luxury of time to get there.

    I set out with the one other Pilgrim from the Surf Hostel. An Irish female, Grainne. Once through the town and back to the coast, a pilgrim was walking across the road and on to the path. It looked like Angel, from the day before. It was! So two became three.

    Grainne is struggling with a chest infection, so she was going to stop at a lighthouse we were coming to. But we all took a water break, and she carried on. We found the start of the boardwalk, and began passing or being overtaken by other pilgrims.

    We thought to take a quick pit stop at an open restaurant for lunch, as we’d passed many cafes and restaurants that weren’t yet open. So took our chance. I bundled up half of mine for tea later.

    The rest of the afternoon passed slowly. Just after lunch, we spotted our destination in the distance. And we plodded on. The waves and wind fierce but beautiful and calming. The three of us, and our paces, separated for time and would then come back and for a while we’d all be in different order.

    But it was nice, there was always someone technically looking back for someone. Or looking to someone.

    My mind finally found its first bit of peace on this section. No chatter just the sensations of everything around me. It was just quiet.

    A male pilgrim walked with us for a while too. He’d completed the Camino a week ago but as the weather had been bad, he decided to go again, with the time he still had left in the country and would get as far as he could.

    A little after this Angel wanted to take a break, and said she’d catch up. We went on a head. Although I wanted a break when I was about 90 mins out. So I bid farewell to Grainne and hopped into a tiny beach cafe. Great timing, as minutes after a mini rainstorm hit. So felt a little smug, eating my ice cream, while the windows got battered and rain streaked.

    Just after it stopped Angel found me. Took to having a second break, but I couldn’t stay much longer as I needed to make my hostel before sunset and my legs were seizing up.

    I began walking again. This time, feeling the loss of the presence of both of them, both ahead and behind. I kept looking back out of habit, but nothing.

    Before joining the boardwalk again, I had to pass 2 men, who I was slightly daunted by. But upon passing they broke into smiles and wished me a “Bon Camino”!

    The wind had whipped up more. But I was sheltered slightly by a raised dune. While hard. A break in the thoughts and calmness gave way to the presence of mum. Emotions rose and conversations were had. And I continued.

    I then had to contend with sand dunes. Where my already treacle legs struggled and cursed the arm dust.

    I finally came to the end of the boardwalk. Against a setting sun and lighthouse catching the light. No other pilgrim had I seen since leaving Angel. I felt last. A sneaky feeling from youth, but quashed almost as quickly as it came, for the Camino isn’t for medals.

    As I turned off the beach walk into town, someone was waving at me. Grainne had also stopped for a cafe break, and was just leaving now. So we walked into vile do conde together. Starting and ending the day together.

    Just before separating she thanked me. If it wasn’t for Angel and I she would have stopped at the Lighthouse and got a bus to the destination. Hoping to start again tomorrow. But she did it! Goes to show the magic in meetings.

    My albergue is stunning. A beautiful historic pink building. I think my body will sleep well here tonight.

    Body check: pressure points behind my little toes / lower back tender. And thighs just hurt.

    Simple things: A glass of natural orange juice.
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  • The Boredwalk - Day 3

    2024年4月9日, ポルトガル ⋅ 🌙 11 °C

    Woke up: Pousada de Junventude (albergue)
    Destination: unknown

    Bored, bored, bored was most of today.

    But I did wake up feeling no where near as bad as I thought I would. So that gave me a good kick of motivation. As well as the mindset I would get as far as I could.

    I headed out alone. And was alone for most of today. There was a never-ending boardwalk that also cut in land which got super lush. Eucalyptus trees. And lots of allotments.

    Oh and I bumped into Julia and Greg, the volunteers from Boston, working in the first pilgrim hostel in Porto. How coincidinks is that? Literally bumped into them - how can you be in a completely different country for 4 days and meet people you know, 50km away, at the exact same time. The Camino, sure lets you know with synchronousity that you doing something right by being here.

    The Camino also Provides - and so it did. Only 20 mins after wishing I’d brought the physio ball for under the feet, a cyclist flagged me down and just randomly gave me a golf ball. No words, no actions with it. Just gave me one. Which came in plenty handy this evening in relaxing my feet.

    I’d changed my footwear not too long in as I felt certain pain. Glad I did as I spotted the beginnings of a blister. So I changed, with much more room, and ventilation to the feet. So tied my boots on to my bag - although little did I know how long I was going to be in them.

    Some signposts along the way LIED! They said from when you started a particular section it would be 12.5 km till Esponede (the ideal destination for the day).

    And so on one boardwalk section, that took inland, taking me (now I know, away from the Senda Literol path to the official coastal) - it made me aware I had only 2.5 km to go. Brillant - I’ll book my hostel then!

    Happy as only previously I was half tempted to stop in a albergue on the path. Was super cute but it felt too rural for what I was after. Especially if the destination was so near.

    I ploughed on. Walking into forest tracks, aware of a female pilgrim not too far behind. The birds chirping in my head cheerleading me on. I came to a cross roads, and it was this point I realised I’d followed Camino signs off the senda litoral and on to the official costal. As I could work out why I was off the path marked on my phone, but the signs were saying different. It was at this point a man on a tractor beckoned me to come towards him, and then shouted “Santiago” of which we replied yes. And so she replied “that way, that way”.

    Camino provided directions too apparently.

    I walked with the pilgrim who caught me up for a while, an Irish woman from Dublin. At this point the cobbled roads were starting to hurt. And some rocky parts too were starting to really be felt by my under foot.

    Coming into a small village, I spotted a church, and veered away from Irish woman. Also wondering whether they may have a stamp, as I’m still needing my first of the day. As I turn, I spotted resting the Dutch lady who was opposite me in the hostel last night. She followed my lead when I asked if there was a stamp, and she said oh we must check.

    With that we headed in, leaving the other pilgrim to walk on ahead. There was a stamp. It was also at this point we realised we were again staying in the same place tonight so we set off together.

    I found out Rianna, is also here on a grief journey and came to be and walk with her mum, three years after her passing.

    We gained on the fellow pilgrim, who was clearly struggling. But she was adamant her town and lodgings was next.

    It was at this point I checked how far we were away. 7.5 km (another 2 hours)! Stupid tourist signboards. Trust issues ahoy now!

    And I’d booked my accommodation. So where I had hoped to walk as far as I could then book a place, that did NOT go to plan. My pace began worsening, the cobbled streets got atrociously cursed. And then to top it off, I had to walk a long bridge, but the pedestrian part was closed off so there was a makeshift scaffolding situation to walk on. That swayed!

    This time I unclimbed my bag belts from me. Can’t believe I hadn’t thought of it last time, yes I can swim, but that back pack is gonna sink a person.

    And so I trudged on. Although the last 20 mins with the help of a friend, won’t lie.

    I arrived. I checked my feet. I showered. I went out for tea with Rianna and finally sampled Portugal’s dish, Fransescina (interesting!

    How much my body can do tomorrow, is anyone’s guess. But I’m hoping it finally finds its rhythm, and this whole the first three days are the worse’s gets put behind me.

    PS - cute check in texts by Angel and Lesley

    Body check:
    O blister behind right baby toe,
    O blister forming to the side of my heel left foot.
    O Bottom of legs sunburnt (legging end and sock start)

    Little things:
    O Concrete / or mud roads
    O Showers not on a timer
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  • Short but Sweet - Day 4

    2024年4月10日, ポルトガル ⋅ ☁️ 14 °C

    Woke up: Sea Soul Hostel - Esponede
    Destination: Unknown

    Slept well despite a poorly tummy in the night.

    Late start, but I knew it was going to be a short day. I had in my head I’ll walk for three hours and see how far I get. Rianna gave me some of her bleached sheep’s wool for my feet, to pad the tootsies - this has indeed seem to help. My feet are no worse at the end of the day today.

    We set off together with the intention of splitting apart. But we just so happened to have the same pace and also fancied stopping at the same cafe for breakfast. First day using the pole, and this came in handy on the cobbles and inclines.

    Bizarrely I did well on the inclines. I think it may be because my legs enjoyed using different muscle. Feeling new muscle pain seems oddly relieving and a bit of a welcomed change up.

    Walking the tops of the town, and seeing the houses, was a treat. So many beautiful trees, including fruit trees, bursting with oranges, lemons and mangos.

    It also gave Rianna and I more time to speak about our Camino paths. She asked if I wanted to speak about my mum, and I did! I told her all the things that I think I’ve taken from her, including her kindness, her love of rescuing animals, individuality and her curiosity. I spoke of who she was when she was in hospital and how she cared for those around her. And I spoke about my time with her so far on the Camino. It was nice to be asked, and of course we spoke on hers too.

    After 2 hours we decided to stop at a very small local cafe. We were welcomed, and within 20 minutes, they knew I could speak Portuguese (ish) and they loved chatting. We discussed all things Brazil, travel, culture, why they should be proud of their people. And also their stories, including a couple who met in Santiago.

    We laughed. But we needed to say goodbye so we walked a little with one of the locals. Who introduced him to his puppy, Luiz, on passing his house. Gorgeous!

    We then came to a forest path. With a natural alter of mementos. It was beautiful. And the path got wilder, but still the yellow arrows remained. A waterfall and current could be heard, and the path unfolds to a stream and stone bridge. Something straight out of a fairy tale.

    It was in this forest I felt a genuine smile of peace forming. It was notable.

    And then noises. A strong chirping, but couldn’t recognise it. Until Rianna told me it was frogs - wow!! I’ve never heard a cacophony of frogs before.

    More hill. After topping up our sunscreen, I think it’s time to find lodgings. We come across one, and I’m tempted but it’s still a little out the way to be ideal. And I know have an hour of walking in me, so we head your maps. At that moment, an American couple we’ve passed twice today, lets us know they’re heading to the church and monastery op the road - to see an ancient artefact . One that proves the Coastal Route was indeed used by early pilgrims (it dates to 859AD).

    So, of course got to go see that! Of course it’s on top of a big hill. But I did it without stopping.

    I’m concerned however. I don’t know whether I’m flushed from the cardio or I’m just burning at this point.

    Found the church. Stamped our passports. And had some quiet time reflecting. Also a sign of not but on the same page, another Lisa and Chris has visited an hour before?

    I also took some time to explore - which I am glad I did, because the church has a top level Necropolis. Stunning!!! The care and the detail in every family place was incredible.

    But it was time to hang up the feet. I said goodbye to the pilgrims I’d walked with today and found a pink country guest house, nearby. And run by an old lady, who only knows Portuguese, but is such a welcoming host. And has a fully stocked kitchen of supplies to choose from.

    Today has been a good day. My body did me proud. And my mind did me proud.

    Body check: Same as yesterday - although arm bruises, I think from rucksack throwing.

    Little things:
    O small gestures of kindness from others that mean the world / American pilgrim paying for T & the donation of sheep wool for my tootsies.
    O A room of my own
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  • Fairytale - Day 5

    2024年4月11日, ポルトガル ⋅ ☁️ 24 °C

    Woke Up: Dias House, Anha
    Destination: Carraço

    Left the earliest yet (although still last one to leave). Ironically after having a room by myself I slept the worst. The tickle at the back of my throat kept me awake.

    At breakfast I asked the Lady (although needed to translate tickle - but that also didn’t convey the issue) if she had anything to help - thinking a strepsil or something.

    Instead she went and made me a homemade honey, lemon and water shot. But she was very strict I take it after I finish breakfast. It was lovely and the tender care she took in making it was hospitality at its finest.

    The walk back to the Camino, included a hill. Which was tough going. I caught my shadow and found it looking more like a pilgrim.

    At the top of the hill I saw Viana do Castelo.

    Lynda from the day before caught up with me and at the same pace, we descended and crossed the bridge together. A walking holiday for her, and conversation was largely Dubai retail market.

    A widely different conversation from most Camino conversations.

    Wanting more alone time. I said I wanted to check out a church and the Catherdral before going on. Which I did. Although my Ouvi battery fell from my pocket when readjusting my rucksack. So I ran back, and it was there!!

    The Catherdral was beautiful in design. And I lit candles for various people’s healing, including my own. As well as the on going peace of Mum and Grandad.

    Upon leaving, I saw a shop with items I’ve been looking for, including sunglasses. I also treated myself to a viser! Especially helpful - as I can keep my hair up (as retired as it may make me look).

    Leaving, of course, I bump into Tim and Lesley having lunch. So I stop and take a snack with them. We’re staying at the same place, but Lesley foot is hurting and they’ve spent the morning getting lost so they’re taking a taxi to the place.

    I pop into a pharmacy on the way out. For my cough and nose. They give me some antihistamines. They warn like with all it can make you a bit drowsy. And I said with the way my body feels I doubt I would notice a difference.

    I press on. Not realising the route will be more uphill. It’s residential for quite a while - not my favourite parts of the walk. However, apparently my antihistamine is kicking in, as I start to feel high AF. Luckily it’s a few minutes things, and the road is evening out in a countryside.

    An older German gentlemen pilgrim, Stefan, who passed me earlier appeared, after getting sidetracked, and we chatted for a while. We came to a village with a rock cross high on the hill, leading to a stream, that looked straight out of a fairy tale. Stefan realising that I’d like to stay - wished me fair well.

    The beauty of the Camino is everyone realises the Camino is personal. And we’re guests in each other’s walk. In each pilgrim there’s a story. But rarely are there goodbyes.

    I decided to stay until the next pilgrim would arrive, but one never did. It felt like a dream.

    Once I left. Another pilgrim came upon me, Emma from France. Heading for the same destination we walked together.

    This is the most rural place I’ve stopped so far. But I loved the sound of the albergue. 500 years old, stone walls and animals.

    Grabbed some food however from the little shop before heading to it. In case there’s nothing.

    On arrival, Tim and Lesley, who are also with Mike and Beth from yesterday are here!! Gave me a fanfare arrival, laughing that I’d “picked up more people”. It was a core memory, though. The happiness in greeting folks, who are sharing the walk but understanding each other’s journey. Arrival at an albergue after each day is a personal and literal milestone.

    The evening. Included the best sunset. And some beautiful memories and realisations.

    Body check:
    O blisters (healed).
    O arm bruises (rucksack)
    O cough (allergy/climate)

    Little things/highlights:
    O morning honey drink
    O surprise waterfalls/streams
    O evening/night-sky
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  • Rest - Day 6/7

    2024年4月13日〜15日, ポルトガル ⋅ ☁️ 19 °C

    This place was peace.

    I can’t explain all the reasons why. Maybe it was the sunsets, maybe the rhythmic lighthouse glow, the starry moonlit skies, the freedom of the animals, the wild meadows, the brook that ran through the land.

    Probably a combination. How can a place feel like home, but also lost.

    I was told if I found somewhere that I wanted to explore while on the Camino to stay, perhaps rest.

    While I need to rest, because of “that” time. The Camino synced me up perfectly with this place.

    And instead of exploring I was still.

    I found a flat rock in the brook, surrounded by meadow flowers, and with butterflies dancing and also the inquisitive dragonfly.

    I sat. I meditated. I listened. I laughed.

    I felt time slow and stop. And I felt my impermanence and I felt joy in presence. Rooted in complete simplicity. It was emotional to feel this again. Knowing this feeling exists for me.

    How I keep the feeling, I don’t know. But knowing it exists, is good enough right know.

    Tomorrow I return to the Camino…
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  • 12 Hours - Day 8.

    2024年4月14日, ポルトガル ⋅ ☀️ 24 °C

    Woke up: Casa do Sadao
    Destination: Praia do Acora

    The day started with a sleepy due haze at Sadao.

    With a short day ahead for me. And a morning of goodbyes, I waited for most pilgrims to leave. Then I had my usual yoghurt/rice cake breakfast. Waited upon Lora, to set off together with the intention of exploring the waterfalls together.

    As it’s off route of the Camino, we wanted to make sure we didn’t do this part solo.

    The houses on this route, are rustic and botanical perfection. A folk tale must exist behind each and every door. I am sure.

    The stone paths to the forest left a dappled light that was magical to walk towards.

    The waterfalls walk took us scrambling, an athletic feat with our rucksacks. Caught mine once or twice in low hanging branches. But we were able to source the top and sit a while.

    Until our departure which took us higher into the hill. Luckily most were shaded. A few poorly handwritten signs of lodgings had us laughing, noting the horror film waiting to happen, should someone ring that number.

    We kept pace together and discussed many topics. Including our Camino reasons in more depth. And our backstories with spirituality.

    We had a quick cafe stop at midday. Another pilgrim seemed to want to enter but stopped just before (this will become important).

    We walked through mud and had to climb through mud. But we were soon at the town of my destination. Here we had our first pilgrim meal, veg stew and omelette plus a coffee.

    I think this is also where I got burnt.

    We then walked to my albergue. And Lora headed on to Caminha.

    My intention was to shower, catch up on organised my media and then head out for sunset.

    It was here that an intense 12 hours was about to begin.

    I got shown two dorms I could sleep in. The second had a girl at the end bunk already, who called out. So I decided on this one.

    Within 30 minutes, not one of us knowing the other’s name. We’d cried together. Sharing pain, and wisdom with each other. And even exchanging bracelets.

    Her feet were also not great. But she wished to get an ice cream and write a little. So we headed out to do this.

    We also chatted with Marik, the sweetest lad from Prague. Who just constantly wanted to help in any way.

    Back at the albergue, a woman who’d entered the dorm as me and Julie (now knowing her name) were talking complemented me. With my ability to hold the perfect space for people to open up and that my advice was way beyond my years. Although the highest someone had guessed my age so far has been 31. So I never know quite the age people are placing me at.

    I headed out for the sunset. Marik accompanied me, he’s a fan of Hubba. On my return a man was singing and playing an accordion outside my hostel/cafe, I stopped to hear him play and a woman gestured to join them, and they also bought me a beer. No questions, they just simply wanted me to enjoy that space.

    Julie found me. Distraught. She learnt she should go to the hospital for her foot condition. I told her I’d go with her. So we took a taxi straight back to Viana do Castelo (20 minutes drive, yet it took me 2.5 days to walk from there) - but anyway. A little chaotic, but she was seen within three hours. Julie kept repeating how glad I was with her as she’d be panicking otherwise.

    So of course we spent at least another 4 hours delving into more of each other backstories, issues as well as big philosophical problems.

    But she was finally seen around 11. I was able to translate well enough, although the responsibility was huge. I held her hand throughout both procedures. Waited another 45 mins for a nurse to bandage her. And then with only 60 euros to pay we left.

    Well I called a taxi, again in Portuguese. That was ridiculously tough, but success. We had a chatty driver, who took us back and we arrived back at 1am.

    And the other lady had waited up to see if she was okay.

    We slept in. Me resolved to the fact I will only do a short walk again. One because of the lack of sleep, but also because the lessons I am observing from everyone around me to look after my feet.

    Izabela had to quit the Camino because of muscular damage in her feet.

    So a late start and Julie took me to breakfast as a thank you. So started the day with a wonderful Pastel de Nata. And of course another couple of hours of sharing stories/life lessons. Just enough time for another cry for both of us.

    I fond farewell.

    And for once, I am the pilgrim going on ahead…
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  • I can see spain!! 🇪🇸 - Day 9

    2024年4月15日, ポルトガル ⋅ 🌬 19 °C

    Woke Up: Praia do Acora
    Destination: Caminha

    An afternoon of walking.

    With a decision to make. Do I take the boat at Caminha to Spain and rejoin the Coastal, or do I turn inland to the Central towards Valenca and cross the border at Tui.

    I think this will give me the best chance of being able to do the spiritual variant.

    I’m intentionally taking shorter distances now after all the foot injuries I’ve witnessed. Although I am aiming to pick up the distances once in Tui.

    I think I’ve identified all the main pressure points my feet suffer with. But there’s always more I’m sure.

    The route was mostly coastal with some road working.

    I got surprisingly emotional when seeing Spain. But perhaps not that surprising when I literally came last in all cross country / running activities at school, and here I am, literally about to cross a country after walking almost half the length of one.

    Finding my hostel I came across a church on a hill. I wondered if it was open, but no, locked. Until I heard a little voice shout out. It was a nun, who asked if I wanted a stamp. Of course I said yes.

    I also explored their cemetery. Complete with crypts. But all tombs and gravestones, all beautifully intricate and still maintained with fresh flowers despite many being decades old.

    I found the hostel. Ditched my rucksack and descended into town to see if I could make the post office before shutting. I did, just.

    I then found a restaurant to eat. While I was waiting one of mums favourite songs started playing. This was just as I was deliberating on what to do tomorrow - so she helped and endorsed the decision made.

    I also made friends with a rescue puppy (who has a home now!!) - just can’t believe she was abandoned. And talked to two other pilgrims, from America, who shared their Camino reasons (grief journey) for a while before heading back.

    Body check: feet as usual, although heel blister healing can still flare slightly after 3 hours walking time. Back is burnt, somehow. Perhaps yesterday at the cafe? (Managed to find a lovely Italian woman - also a masseuse - who put balm on for me).

    Little things/Highlights:
    O Breakfast with Julie with Pastel de Natal
    O Kindness of Italian lady
    O Puppy!!!!
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  • Quiet - Day 10

    2024年4月16日, ポルトガル ⋅ ☀️ 24 °C

    Woke Up : Caminha
    Destination : Vila do Cerveria

    Another quiet and short day today. A bit of a blip of time confusion. My phone had sync’nd with Spanish time, which meant me rushing out of the hostel.

    However I was a whole hour earlier. As the albergue was quite far from the Camino, I decided to take the train back to it. However again I was whole hour early for it. It meant I got to help a retired pilgrim couple, from New Hampshire, navigate the train. They were visiting Valenca and Tui for the day - before heading back to Caminha to take the litoral path.

    I surprised a young couple by asking them a question on the train! (Who would later wave to me, when passing me in a cafe).

    Of course I choose another albergue way up a hill out of town. But the town was pretty. And wandered a little before going up.

    People from the houses waved to me and of shouted ‘Bom Camino’. The albergue, Pilgrim Rest, was small but beautiful with a stunning garden, wind chimes, fruit trees and an allotment. Of which the food for the evening would be picked from.

    Michaela, knowing I couldn’t have much gluten before arriving, had prepared a delicious broccoli and cheese quinoa dish, salad and sorbet for the meal.

    There was only a handful of other pilgrims. 2 retired guys, including Baz. From Australia. He was taking his time getting to Santiago, and then Finisterre, to throw a rock for his little girl who died at 4 months but would be 21 this month.

    Dan from Brazil, then NY, who’d quit his finance career against advice of family and friends and has now walked the French Way, and is continuing on to Porto or Lisbon. He hasn’t decided yet.

    And then a retired woman, Christine, who came today to start the Camino tomorrow.

    After tea, I watched the sunset and listened to the wind chimes. I chatted a little more to Baz about his backstory and life as is the way on the Camino. And then we were all tucked up in Bed by 9 ready for an early checkout of 8am.

    Body Check: still got my sunburnt socks! No hope of blending this apparently to my other skin tone. Despite a week in shorts! Oh well. Slight arch pain. No more blisters for now.

    Little things/highlights:
    O Acting like kids as grown adults getting ready for bed.
    O Eating fresh food outside.
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  • The Road Less Travelled… Day 11

    2024年4月17日, ポルトガル ⋅ ☀️ 24 °C

    Woke up: Pilgrim Rest, Vila do Cerveira
    Destination: Almoreda Medeavel, Pedro Sao Torres

    Early breakfast with our lil crew. Just coffee for me but it was nice and cosy.

    I recommended casa do sardao to Dan. It was then he asked if I knew a Bulgarian girl, called Lora. Apparently he’d seen her yesterday, and of course she was raving about it. Love the Camino and its synchronicity.

    Speaking of Julie is back on the Camino. She left me a voice note to say she’s started again, and how she was telling someone on the coastal path about her feet and hospital, and they responded whether it was Lisa that took you? It just happened to be the couple I helped with the train the day before.

    I left the Albergue last. Quite common for me. I’m waking up the earliest I have in years and I’m still the latest out the door. I prefer it though. Less danger of packing and forgetting something.

    I wandered into town. Found a cheap cafe for breakfast, my usual pasta de natal and espresso. And wrote my postcards. I then took them to the post office on my way out of town.

    I spotted a cemetery on the way out which I wandered a while. Still amazed by the intricacy and individuality of all, and how well maintained they all are.

    I then saw the road bridge, which links to Spain, just 300m away. So decided to have a quick cheeky step over into Spain. I set up my phone to take a lil video and when no one was watching I did a lil celebrating dance, but a car was coming behind me a honked and cheered me on, waving. I thanked them, and then perhaps, because of the kindness in strangers ‘seeing’ and understanding my achievement and choosing to celebrate it when I’m here alone, just made me cry.

    It was quite the rollercoaster of emotions.

    From this I collected myself and chose to do what Lora recommended and not take the road route, but river route. And I’m so glad she did. It was such a lovely stretch. I stopped for a juice by the river and saw so many fish and a huuggge dragonfly.

    I passed what seems liked hundreds of beautiful wild meadows. Old men chatting and fishing stopped to wish me Bom Camino. As well as a cyclist to tell me to ‘stay strong’. I then came made my way back to the official Camino, to walk into Pedro Sao de Torres.

    Over a medieval bridge, and Roman aqueduct.

    So taking the road less travelled really is more beautiful sometime.

    Until I arrived at the albergue. I knew I wanted to stay here after reading the reviews of how well the hosts know the Camino and look after pilgrims. As the Camino is as much about the people and places as the walking for me, this was on my must stay Camino bucket list. And I’m so glad I did.

    I shared with Anna, the host, why I was here. And she said despite doing the Camino so many times she’s never thought to do it ‘with’ her mum as she never saw the albergue they’ve created.

    Anna told me about how the place sits on the old Roman road the pilgrims would have taken as one of the most direct route. And how the Portuguese coastal has been authenticated as an original pilgrim route.

    And how the litoral on from Caminha is a tourist route created in and after Covid. The same for the spiritual variant. It’s nothing to do with the Camino, historically it is more to do with the Napoleonic Wars.

    This changed things for me. As much as it’s my Camino, and it can be what I need it to be. I love the idea of literally walking history and for the spiritual significance I want to stay as close to the traditional Camino going forward. So, as of now, I am going to stay as close to the central route back as possible.

    Anna also went on to tell me where to find the Knights Templar marks at Santiago and along the way to mark the rebirth and transformation. And for them their symbol for the Albergue is a rooster, signifying a new Dawn for all pilgrims arriving and then leaving their place.

    This made me cry, also. Because I’m an emotional mess apparently.

    The evening finished with a pilgrim meal for all. Unfortunately I couldn’t participate as much as I’d of liked because most of the residents were German. But I still chatted, made them laugh with some of my stories so far as well as getting excited when I understood Vai Vassa as Holy Water of all things.

    And then an evening of catching up on my journal.

    Body Check: just super knotty hair!!!

    Highlights/Little things:
    O Breakfast by Candlelight
    O A cold pool to soak my muscles in
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  • Tallyho…Day 12

    2024年4月18日, ポルトガル ⋅ ☀️ 23 °C

    To the city…

    An early breakfast at 7.30! And a quick chat/help again with a young pilgrim, Misa, from Norway whose feet weren’t good. Tendonitis.

    She set off to get the boat taxi. And I set off to Valenca.

    A relatively short walk in the morning. I made it in for 11am.

    Headed straight to the walled city.

    Such an incredible experience as there’s cars that pass through and the tunnels need traffic lights for pedestrians and cars as only one can go at once.

    I walked around and touristed. And then Misa came to meet me, before she attempted to walk to Tui. Which she did. We sat on the grass battlements for a while, and then went back in. Letting her use my pole for the ascent in.

    Another pilgrim, who will now be walking slightly and then taxing the rest of the days.

    I do feel lucky that as slow as I maybe going or at least shorter distances. I’m still going. And I need to remember that when I feel frustrated when seeing other folks go longer distances.

    My pace is my pace and I think 10 miles is my main limit in this weather, prior to getting blisters or sunstroke.

    I had a quick snack of juice and pasta de natal of course. And headed to check-in.

    Great hostel! And just amazing to stay in the actual fortified city.

    And showered and then headed out for the evening. I joined a Canadian couple and Australian at the table next to me for a while, then ate my omelette tea. And toasted me and mum for getting halfway.

    I then went with to the Western facing battlements for sunset with Hubba before returning to hostel and to bed.
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  • Meltdown - Day 13

    2024年4月19日, スペイン ⋅ ☀️ 22 °C

    Woke up: Hostel Bulwark, Valenca
    Destination: Os Eidos

    I woke up at 7:30 and everyone had left!!

    I felt mega late. It took me a while to repack in the morning but I made my way out with the intention of eating breakfast on the way and exploring a little more of Valenca and Tui on the way .

    Which I did. Coffee and pasta de natal at the restaurant last night, where I got a stamp! Almost left my pole again!

    Visited the Knights Templar Church that Anna told me about. And stood in the corner while tourists came in and out. I just soaked in the space. It did feel different and after a while I did get emotional. That place IS special.

    Opposite was quirky antiques store, with a lovely lil chap, who gave me prices lower than whatever it was priced which was somewhat refreshing. We then had a conversation outside about the church and the Camino. He told me his best chance now is to drive it, but they frown on that.

    The way out of the fort was something special. It was giving Lord of the Rings vibes. And I loved it.

    Got a lil lost on the way out. And ended up on a battlement again, but soon figured it out.

    Got accosted by an American man asking if there was anything up there, and I think I replied with ‘yeah, everything, once in a lifetime thing’ and he and his companions had so many questions about the Camino.

    After living and breathing the Camino for so many days. You forget that some people just don’t know anything about it. They asked my name, thanked me and off I popped to the bridge to officially walk into Spain.

    Don’t remember the exact time as I was bricking it! The footpath bridge was again, long and felt like it was fixed with sellotape. So concentrated on breathing until I reached the otherside.

    I got a glimpse of Tui castle/Catherdral and hoped the Camino would take me passed. Despite it being on a hill. And it did! And the hill was easier than I thought - whether my body is stronger or hills are more gradual - it wasn’t too much of a slog. And unfortunately it wasn’t open. But my word is it impressive?!

    I had a lil chat with a man who took my photo at the doors which I super appreciated. And I also took a photo of three German friends who took a photo of me.

    I then wished to find a lil cafe for lunch on the way out of Tui. But apparently there was none. But there was a lovely stretch of old churches and woodland river walks with clearly old Roman structures still in place.

    But I did need to stop at some point and cafes that Google said were there weren’t. So when I came to the main road crossing I walked 100 metres or so back to a lil roadway cafe. That was NOT a friendly experience. So I just downed a juice and got a water to go! Quickly.

    After this the road stretch was long and seemingly never ending! And that’s when my mental power was properly first challenged. The sun, the heat, my brain. My legs. All got too much and of course I start beating myself up, knowing that actually I’m doing such comparatively shorter distances now.

    But at least the last section was mostly woodland and with a Roman bridge!

    And finally to Casa Alternativo. Last one here means I’m on the top bunk for the first time. But everyone was a lot more welcoming. Again, the majority Germans.

    Pilgrim dinner was amazing. I had a rice and fish fished cooked especially for me. Played with the dogs, dipped my feet in the cold pool. And after food Julia, came to visit me with her aunt from Vigo. She had asked if I needed anything. I said cotton wool and maybe cough sweets. She seemingly bought a whole pharmacy, bless her. But it was soooo good to see her and her love for the Camino was evident. I know she got emotional when I was talking about my experiences. And her aunt informed the conversations with her knowledge from living in Santiago.

    Oh and I also realised for the whole of today. I’m still on Portugal time. So weird for it now to be light at 9pm in a day.

    But sleep is needed as tomorrow apparently we’re getting woken up by music…

    That’s new.

    Body check: arm / back pack bruises make me look a bit drug addict-y.

    Little things / highlights;
    O strangers doing their best to take photos of you (Lorenzo / Catherdral man)
    O motivational signs when you need them
    O friendly welcome signs when you need them
    O pilgrims putting their mobile lights on so you can reach your top bunk
    O friends that bring you supplies in the middle of no where
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  • A day - Day 13

    2024年4月20日, スペイン ⋅ ☁️ 12 °C

    Woke Up: Casa Alternativo
    Destination: O Porrino

    As promised we were woke at 7, but not with any music, dramatic opera. It was as if we were preparing for war.

    I guess in someways we are. Either we are body or mind, or in my case both.

    Breakfast was by sunrise outside, lit by candles. Big fan of breakfasts by candlelight. Enables a slower mindset for the day.

    I couldn’t eat the breakfast - was bread! But I had decided on a late one when I got to O Porrino.

    With my arrival times lately being at least 90 minutes over the eta. I decided on getting just to o porrino today, with the intention of getting to Redondela tomorrow. A classic stage.

    However leaving at 8am, I underestimated how long it would take me to get to the city. Meaning I got to the town at 10:30.

    And I’ve booked my accommodation so there’s no going on. But it’s okay. I could do with an afternoon of nothing - including sightseeing.

    And there’s not much to do here! And I could do with doing some washing - repacking etc.

    Did feel the loneliness again, setting off. I was the second to leave. The two Brazillian gentleman left first. Then me, then 4 germans and 1 Dutch who met on the Camino’s and are now walking together left after me.

    I thought I’d made a good pace despite the first steep climb back to the riverside Camino. - And I bumped into a Spanish gentleman walking to Fatima still with a head torch on who wanted me to take a picture for him - But they’d caught me up within the first 45 minutes, but they had brought Otto the dog from the albergue for a walk to O Porrino. So I walked with them for a while, but it was clear I couldn’t match their pace so I slunk to the back.

    It felt a bit crappy for a while. But I remembered I belong to the Camino, right now, not people. And of course the lessons I’ve been telling myself for years now, that it’s only my pace that matters and the fact I’m still going.

    Yes I miss my original Camino family. But I also needed the challenge of no one. Just me and my actual brain. And body. And I’ve got it!

    I knew it was going to be tough so I don’t know when I am surprised exactly.

    But as I’m having all these thoughts coming into O Porrino, Louisa calls me, checking in. She’s up ahead in Pontevedra, and who has also broken away from the group she was walking with.

    I find a brunch spot! And wait there till the albergue opens. I want to get there early to bag the bottom bunk, not a fan of the top ones.

    I do. And I manage to get the first laundry too which I share with the next Pilgrim, Victoria 🇩🇪. We exchange feet horror stories and take care of our feet. Hang our clothes, eat trail mix before heading out for some food. We headed only towards a lil tiny kebab place, nearby. But I felt lightheaded and shakey as soon as I got there. Possibly low blood pressure, possible just tired. But it made me mild panic - so I took my food to go.

    Although so close to the end now, I’m more dubious of my food. And my appetite is lower, when worrying if it’s okay to eat. Never had an issue before, but then I’ve never had to keep my body right for multiple days hiking on the trot.

    Grainne 🇮🇪 messages me to say that she got super ill between Caldas de Reis and Padron. And that she needed a doctor to come to the hotel, to inject her to stop her vomiting! She doesn’t know what caused it but told me to be weary of that stretch, to keep out of the sun etc. and careful of what I’m eating/drinking. She’s also not going to make the final day to Santiago now, she will take a bus. This knowledge. - I think - gives me psychosomatic symptoms of illness.

    Anyways, I feel a little better back at the hostel. And aiming for an early night.

    So today is just a day.

    PS: Lora cut her Camino short due to an illness, and flies home today.

    Body check - as per usual
    Highlights/Small things:
    O Call from Louisa
    O Finding the immediate steep hill much better than i thought
    O walking with Otto for a lil while - dog
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  • The Little Pilgrim that Could… Day 14

    2024年4月21日, スペイン ⋅ ☀️ 24 °C

    Exactly 2 weeks on the Camino today.

    Feels so much longer than that. And I’m back to the longer distances, just. 18km seems to be my limit before getting pain/blisters etc.

    So I’m trying to keep to that.

    I woke up early. And as planned knowing it was a min 4 hour work my plan was to be out by 8am with the hope of getting to Redondela at least by early afternoon.

    I slept well (ish). Which I think is standard when in a dorm.

    And I set off alone. Even though I knew Victoria was heading to the same albergue.

    I was a little weary and had apprehension when starting. I was too in my head about what could go on after now realising only 2 people I’ve walked with on the Camino have actually made it to Santiago.

    I guess I feel like I’m waiting for my turn. What will it be? And will it happen while I’m walking?

    It was quiet on the city roads while I started, but after a while Pilgrims just seemed to join from all roads, assuming leaving their own albergues.

    But there were so many. Not once today was there not a pilgrim in front or behind me. In fact I felt like I was on one huge perpetual school trip.

    I understand now what people mean, when you get down to the last 100km - the distance needed to gain the Compostela - and how busy it actually gets.

    Despite missing the peace of the Camino, their presence was welcomed and I began feeling more relaxed. The trepidation didn’t dissipate though, and I just had to use the mantra ‘trust the Camino’ over and over again.

    A fight with my mind was very much ongoing today.

    But then also with my body. There were hills today. And I just kept taking steps. I was tempted with cafes etc but I wanted to head down and get as far in as possible while it was both cool and I had motivation.

    I even over took with pace.

    But then much much older where overtaking me, maybe they started in Tui though - least that’s what I’m telling myself.

    I walked again alone for all of it. My mind desperately wanted distraction. And kept feeling for the phone to see distance left, or re making plans for the days ahead.

    The joy has departed somewhat. And now it’s just mentally and physical draining. 5-6 days left if I take central and that feels like a month!

    There was kindness and lil moments of joy though.

    A man selling Camino wears up on the heights, stamped my credential, but also helped me put my rucksack back on. Despite me not buying anything he clearly just wanted to help.

    A quick stop to buy a bottle of water, led to a piece of a frittata omelette. And it was the best prince I’d ever eaten - whether it was the recipes or the calories needed - it was good!

    A cute picture stop. Thanks to other pilgrims who are more than happy to take a picture, noting I’m alone.

    A pistachio brunch, pancakes was found. After I stopped at the first place in Redondela, and then a bunch of school kids sat down. I thought it best I move on to get served and so glad I did! Coffee, natural orange juice and pancakes!!! Amazing!!!

    A pilgrim vending machine!

    A lil old man was playing music out of his apartment on the streets, and so I danced, and he laughed and danced too and wished me an Buen Camino!

    A lil old church was found with a wonderful stamp!

    And this private hostel is simply beautiful. Rustic with so much charm. And I’ve had some lovely lil conversations with guests here.

    Didn’t go to the local bar for food. Opted for food from here, but I didn’t really trust it so didn’t eat much of it. But did collect protein bars for tomorrow.

    So in all, I did a hard thing.

    On my own I battled my nerves and carried on with the thing. And also my legs that wanted to give up at least 7 times.

    What will tomorrow bring? And that’s the beauty of the Camino, something completely new. People, places and experiences.
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  • Up! - Day 15

    2024年4月22日, スペイン ⋅ ☀️ 24 °C

    I was nervous about today.

    The chatter you hear is that there is a lot of an ups and downs. But with everything being relative, how difficult is it?

    I was out again for 8. Starting out with Victoria. Our pace was relatively strong. And we overtook a few.

    On the way out we stopped as we noticed three caterpillars hanging down off some trees. Assuming to start the process of becoming caterpillars.

    The imagery wasn’t lost of me. The symbol of transformation while walking this spiritual path. Do I feel different? I’m not sure whether I’ll know for sure till I’m back, but lessons haven’t certainly been learnt. And perhaps lies I’ve told myself revealed.

    A km or so out. We stopped for a coffee, inviting the German woman we were just in front of to join us. And the Latvian also joined us a little later. It was here I realised how many pilgrims were now on the trail, at least 60-70 people must have passed us while taking a 20minute breakfast.

    I let her and Victoria go ahead and I’ll catch them up. I didn’t want to keep pace, especially on a day of hills. I never saw them again.

    But I did bond with a woman, Sandra 🇪🇸/ 🇵🇹, while getting up the first main steep section. I didn’t think we’d walk much further together as she didn’t know a word of English. But we managed to converse in portugues and she was such an excited creature, at everything. Every flowers, view, animal, mural, person…

    She was a joy to be around. And she loved taking pictures, it became a joke that she was my Camino director!

    We had the same ish pace, or at least hers was a very comfortable one for me. And so we walked on together, chatting in Portuguese. And taking the hills as they come, well we complained, but we did it.

    The hills were tough. I can’t quite remember doing an incline as steep as that which we did yesterday. And it wasn’t just one time. I believe a minimum of three times, we had to ascend.

    Yet the trail was one of the most beautiful for sure. The forest trails were stunning.

    We had a quick lunch break. I got a natural orange juice. Sandra wasn’t happy about learning we had another 2 hours to go at least.

    The men I met yesterday recognised me and shouted their hellos.

    After a popular post in the Camino Portuguese FB group, about a kind man who sells Camino wares, close ish to Pontevedra, took a pilgrim back to an albergue when learning the closest was still some 10km away. I looked out for him, and ended buying a necklace. Hoping it reminds me I can do difficult things.

    There was another complementary route choice or take original. Lesley told me to take the left (complementary) and it wasn’t much a choice considering the hot sun. Didn’t stop Sandra complaining of just how much she felt everyone was lying of how much there was left to go till Pontevedra.

    But finally we cleared the forest/riverside walk and entered the city. We had to go under a city bridge, where I was fascinated by a rat swimming. Sandra was less fascinated and more scared and ran ahead.

    Walking into the city together I realised I was talking porrtugues for at least 5 hours. Which was suprising, I hadn’t realised I could do that. Although tragedy, I realised my back zip on ruck sack hand not been closed properly and my purse had slipped out. Caught that, thankfully. But gave Sandra my stick while I re-hitched up my rucksack. But she pressed on it and bent and broke it.

    So long pole. You served me well.

    We split up, swapping contact details. And then I headed into the city to where I’m staying.

    I chat with a Belarus Peregrina 🇧🇾 , living in Russia, although she brought up very quickly how she doesn’t like living there and how having to travel to here due to her being Belarus meant travelling for 2 days.

    We then notice and visit the sanctuary of the pilgrims together, getting a stamp, and learning of the pilgrim mass at 7:30. We agree to go back then. I also bump into Laura, who I met the day before when entering a small church. She was wondering about staying or walking on to Combarro.

    I told her to stay. She laughed and said maybe I was her sign. As I got my two credentials stamped I explained to her why and she thanked me for sharing that. Laura then followed me to my lodgings, and if there was space, she would stay.

    They was a room and because she turned up with me they gave it to her for less.

    We showered, changed. Laura went on ahead. I’m decided if I wasn’t doing the spiritual route, I would take a rest day in Pontevedra instead. As I had hoped to reach it much earlier to visit the historic and pilgrim specific sites, but we arrived just a little after 4.

    I reached the sanctuary a little before. But on the way saw a shop that Grainne had recommended, (tiger tiger situation) and managed to find myself a collapsible walking stick. Not a proper hiking one, but something to test out at least.

    I got the tail end of the normal mass. Sandra arrived and we sat three rows from the front. At half 7 many more pilgrims arrived. I saw the NY lady, the 2 seperate German ladies from the Camino I’ve seen over past 2 days.

    The Camino village had returned somewhat.

    The mass and pilgrim blessing was special. And after I returned from my seat, I genuinely prayed. I felt caught in the spirit of the pilgrims before me and the pilgrims yet to come. And the emotions, questions and hope, all were walking with. And tears formed. I locked eyes with Laura and she nodded her support in the moment.

    Afterwards, Laura and I headed to a restaurant recommended by our host, Bar Estrella. And we invited a US peregrino to join us. For the first time on the trip, I drank wine. We shared some delicious tapas. And I had again the chance to talk about my mum. I also managed to shock Laura by saying I’d visited her state, Montana, and how that again links back to my mum and her encouraging me to travel to Brazil, where of course I’d meet Maggie.

    John thanked us at least 4 times for inviting him, saying it was a highlight for him. Apparently so far not many folks had invited him for dinner - but then he hasn’t been staying in albergues. Which I’m sure makes a difference. We then walked back against the moonlit streets of Pontevedra.

    For a day I was dreading. And even kept my earphones out for the first time thinking I may need them to push through. It ended up being such a special day, a hard day, but special and a true testament to the Camino’s spirit. Never knowing what lies ahead, just taking the first step and being open to what comes…

    And Laura was right. It’s odd how despite all the pilgrims you do end up bumping into the few select ones you’ve connected with.

    Body Check: heat rash on back - cough is a little worse - arches on feet, hurting - body stiffness

    Highlights:
    O no timed showers
    O Pilgrim Mass
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  • Old Town - Day 16

    2024年4月23日, スペイン ⋅ ☀️ 21 °C

    A lie in of 8am.

    How things change.

    Today was a gift to myself to explore the historic side to the Camino. And Pontevedra is the second most important city after Santiago in Spain.

    The Sanctuary of Apparitions was a road of from where I was staying. So I headed here and I was greeted by a nun. Who tried talking to me in Spanish, I didn’t receive it all. But I went into the chapel and sat alone, and then climbed the stairs to the second floor for where the historical apparitions took place.

    There I sat/kneeled and had quiet contemplation for a while. Not fussed about who came in while my eyes were closed.

    After this I went to the Basilica. A beautiful church. And was there for when they opened the massive front doors.

    I sat in front of a beautiful panelled wall by myself and again.m sat quietly.

    I wandered to get my stamp. Quickly realising I would like one from the sanctuary of apparitions, I returned to get one too.

    I then walked further up to the Old Town. Grabbed, hopefully, a last pack of blisters blasters (which I swear have a premium on due to pilgrims).

    Little ice-cream for exploring. And then lunch, a cute place, Momo Fucker, that does burger etc - but the name was better than the food.

    I headed to the Franscian monastery but this was closed. But I did sit a while, people watching.

    Ok the way home a Czech 🇨🇿 female and her partner called out to me noticing my water shoes and asked if I was walking in them. I said no but we had an interesting conversation with Ross 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁥󠁮󠁧󠁿 knowing precisely where I came from based on my accent - which was a first.

    We decided to rejoin up for dinner. Where it was Ross’s birthday and went to the same place I went to the night before. And shared tapas.

    We then headed off respectively for an early night with both of us having 21kms ahead of us the next day.

    Little did I know how important these two were to become…
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  • Broken - Day 17

    2024年4月24日, スペイン ⋅ ☁️ 14 °C

    Out the door for 8.

    Not as early as I had hoped due to not sleeping well.

    But out the door straight on to the Camino.

    Feeling a slight pain in my left foot and calf pain in right leg.

    Felt a bit frustrated without my pole now.

    And dozens and dozens of pilgrims are overtaking me. This is fine. I know I have the time. Plus most are walking without rucksacks and started 2 days ago.

    The walk is relatively quite flat which is helpful, but I do start to need to the toilet. Holding out hope for a cafe soon.

    The pain is growing in my foot.

    The couple from yesterday catch up with me. I tell them about my foot and they lend me their poles. I tell them to go on ahead and I will give them the poles back on Caldas but they remain with me.

    I skid slightly on a rock and it jars my foot and a sharp pain happens. And then it feels as if there’s a crackle sensation happening in my foot and the pain worsens.

    Natalie tells me she has something for the pain. And we stop and use gel and take ibuprofen.

    I move on. They find friends from day before I walk on. But Ross comes back to say they will stop at a cafe in less than a KM. And to find them there.

    I do. But the pain is more. And from here I may not get another chance to get help. I check Uber. Nothing. I ring two taxis - they put their phone down on me without Spanish.

    So I ask at the cafe. They are so helpful. They give me ice and ring a taxi for me. They come collect me and take my bag for me. And the driver is a female who knows Portuguese 🙏🏼

    A Danish man also consoles me. A 100km is the pilgrimage and you’ve already done plus 200km. Camino is just as much about acceptance than the challenge.

    Words I need to hear as I cry for the second time.

    I arrive at my albergue. I am welcomed with a beautiful stamp, a sangria and a donation of poles from past pilgrims.

    I also am given ice packs for my feet. And when telling her I’m worried about my cough keeping people awake she just says she will move me to a different room. A dorm with no one in. Not only this she gets me sports tape and looks up a tutorial on you tube to dress my foot.

    Meanwhile Ross and Natalie have arrived and have asked if I need anything. I say a brace and sports tape. They FaceTime me from intersport and a pharmacy with options.

    And then meet me opposite the albergue. I grab them an ice cream as thanks - even though they reiterate the Camino is about precisely this.

    They also gift me cooling gel and an ankle brace.

    I hobble to find some tea. But also still majorly nervous and cautious of eating made food I eat a few mouthfuls and nothing more.

    Tomorrow I will likely stay to rest the foot . Unless a miracle happens overnight…
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  • HOPE - Day 17

    2024年4月25日, スペイン ⋅ ☁️ 16 °C

    I sleep-in.

    Till 8:30. But apparently that’s kinda a thing.

    I am annoyed I’m not preparing to leave.

    But I’m committed to staying off my foot all day in hopes it relieves the pain when standing on it.

    I use my morning researching you tube to look for tips, advice, stretches and spend so many hours trying to do DIY physio on myself.

    Yolanda checks on me and brings me a coffee up.

    She also tells me of a physio she knows who will ring to see if he can help.

    She tells me to go at 4.

    I hobble with my pole 200metres. He sees me within 15mins. Spanish, and we translate via app.

    10 mins he’s made it better. Not fixed it but better. The problem was in ankle and between my big toe and the rest. He charges me no money for this.

    There’s such a cluster of kindness happening it’s quite overwhelming. It really is like everyone is just really behind you succeeding.

    On the way out I quite literally stumble by one of the towns hot springs fountains. I thought what’s the hell, may as well as dipped my legs in and after in cold. That really did seem to help.

    And I talked briefly to a woman from the states also enjoying the springs. We chatted my injury for a while and then I took off, going via the shop to get prepackaged food for dinner - not taking chances now.

    On my return Yolanda tells me it’s possible to rent e-bikes from her friend. It requires an app. This app is not very good nor user friendly, but I am determined this is my plan b.

    I go back out, get a small bag to put my essentials in and arrange for my bags to be forwarded on.

    And head for an early night. Hopefully tomorrow we roll…
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  • Plan B - Day 18

    2024年4月26日, スペイン ⋅ ☁️ 10 °C

    I wake up.

    My foot is slightly better, maybe. But not 22km to Padrón, okay. I grab my rucksack and get it tagged and ready to be picked up by 9am.

    I then head out to the bike store. And try the app to unlock the bike. It’s only €16 for the rental to padron but I have to put a deposit of €100 down, so was nervous.

    I try it out in the car park nearby. And I get the electric on it to work once cycling. I then commit to taking it and walking it out to a footpath.

    I hear a shout “Hey, UK Girl!” - it was the woman I was talking to at the hot spring. Literally the only other person I spoke to yesterday other than the physio and albergue host. She’s ask how my foot is and I say I am gonna take the bike to which her and her friend cheerlead me on. I felt empowered that little bit more leaving, despite taking off in the wrong direction. But all good a local flagged me immediately and turned me around.

    I took to the bike quite quickly. Although as expected the amount of pilgrims made the route more tricker as there was much more braking than ideal. But without a helmet I went much slower than what possible.

    And I was fine with the bumps of the forest track. Even fine standing and cycling for a while. There was just one moment where I person decided to not go the way they’d decided to when letting me through, where braking caused me to jaunt and almost fall over. But another pilgrim caught and re-stabilised me.

    A few times I lost momentum and other pilgrims would help start me off by pushing.

    It was on the whole and enjoyable experience. Going faster meant I missed a few yellow arrows, but locals were quick to point out how to get back to the Camino. Including a man who stopped his car to get back out.

    Just before Padron I asked Carlos (the guy who had the bikes) what code I use at the drop off point - although he told me what it was he also said he’d be happy to pick it up from my albergue. Meaning I had the bike for another 6km.

    With this info I grabbed a quick coffee and went into the church at Padron to see the legendary stone that sits beneath the pulpit.

    With rain looming I set off for the last bit to the albergue. But rain set in before. I stopped under a tree and changed into my Mac. I also had a quick stop 6 mins away during a torrential downpour, where of the other 2 people in there, also happened to be the UK man now living in Portugal Julie and I met back in Acora. We discussed how the rest of the Camino went for both as they had taken the spiritual and litoral after Caminha. We also discussed foot pain management and traded lemon cake for painkillers.

    A gap in the rain gave me the chance to head off. I had a bit of a hard time mounting the bike outside the church and almost fell over but managed. And it wasn’t long before I arrived. And just as I did Carlos arrived to take the bike back. And as I entered the Albergue, my rucksack was waiting for me. I couldn’t believe how easy (with all the elements) the day had ended up being. I’d of thought something at least was going to go wrong, but no. It’s as if the Camino is willing me to succeed.

    I have a few chance conversations with other pilgrims. All who are going on to Santiago tomorrow, unlike me who is splitting it and going to the town just before. About 7km out with the hope of getting there in the morning on Sunday.

    I take a shower. Make my bed and go to bed relatively early. Not knowing if I’m taking a bus part way or walking to Milladoiro tomorrow.

    But I do go to bed being immensely proud at my attempt and achievement in continuing the Camino…
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  • One more step - Day 19

    2024年4月27日, スペイン ⋅ ☁️ 8 °C

    I’m one of the last to leave the albergue.

    But that’s because everyone’s advised me to book my Santiago lodgings asap as it’s getting busy. It feels a bit presumptuous for my liking but I do so.

    I also look at the map to see how far away the Camino is from the main road as well as elevation. I decide if my foot is too much I will head back to the road for the bus.

    At this point I know I’ve done everything I can do all I can do to make it.

    And I’m not too sure now why completely the Camino means as much as it does. It has gone beyond the original reasons for taking it on and something has taken root. Perhaps devotion to something outside myself, a commitment to transformation or completion. I don’t know. I just know I want to get there by my own merit.

    And today I want to shave off as my kms with my own feet.

    So I set off in the rain. The busy road making me acutely aware of how lonely this feels.

    My pace is slow. And I’m aware of those behind trying to overtake me. I come up against hills with roots and stones as a path. I go slower not wanting to jar my foot again.

    I continue up. I think about stopping at some cafes but I say no, wanting to gain as much distance while I can.

    Although I do stop for a coffee. I realise my credentials got wet. This upsets me. But I decide they should be weathered afterall.

    The sun comes out and layers need to come off. But I’m still painfully far from where I need to be. A 2 hour walk has already become a 3 hour one. I am fed up. My body hurts. My feet hurt and I also can’t sit down without intense pain thanks to the bike. So there’s no position which is comfortable. I can only put one step in front of the other and be proud of any distance I do, closing in on Santiago.

    I decide to start the Camino podcast. As a relevant distraction to the length of time ahead of me.

    I am half tempted to try for Santiago. Worried about what could go wrong between now and tomorrow morning.

    But I arrive at the town and head to the albergue instead, after going to the church as you reach the town. My penultimate day of stamps.

    I am emotional at the thought of finishing, but I remain feeling a little weary of tomorrow - as if I can’t quite believe I’ll be done tomorrow and this is over. A 20 day memory, over.

    And what will await me on the other side of the Camino…
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  • I did it!

    2024年4月28日, スペイン ⋅ ⛅ 8 °C

    Out the door for sunrise.

    Although you wouldn’t know it. Fog everywhere.

    I venture back to the Camino. Out of the mist I see a female pilgrim overtake, briefly asking if I’m okay because I’m limping.

    I only see a few others for the first hour.

    The roads a little creepy with the fog. Passing an electricity station, I think, the frazzle of light rain hitting the lines cause a buzzing.

    The mist is a might fine metaphor for my final day on the Camino. Symbolising the not knowing of what comes next, just being aware of the present.

    I am still unsure as to what the Camino has become for me. It’s certainly more than the reasons I set out for. The destination has become part of the journey, for me.

    The pain arrives, as I’m in the woodland. And now more pilgrims are coming.

    But it’s okay. It’s about me now. And I will get there.

    And I keep thinking of how it will be over soon, and try to keep present of all that’s around me. Mostly aware of the fog.

    The sun starts creeping through the fog. And it casts a sepia glow, highlighting shadows of the buildings up ahead in Santiago.

    I enter the city. It’s not the most charming of homestretches. Mostly urban sprawl. But I keep determined. And I arrive on the cobbled streets that take me somehow up to the Cathedral. But the arrows have gone now, and I while I start to see the turrets, my mind starts to work out if I am going to the right spot, will I end up behind it?

    There’s no grand entrance, arriving this side, you just become aware you’re here.

    Tears form. And I have a moment. Suddenly aware I did it.

    I am here.

    And it is grand. There’s a sense of awe for sure.

    I head back to the cloisters to take it all in.

    Make sure Hubba gets his view too.

    While I’m there. I see two people from the Camino.

    The man who was helping everyone with the locked toilet at Albergue Albor, 2 nights ago. And Mike and his wife. I give them both a hug and take a picture.

    While sitting. A man comes over to chat, he’s done the French way. And he talks about how meaningful the Camino has become, and you can tell he’s emotional. He helps me find my way to the pilgrim office.

    He makes sure I get in okay. I register and get my certificate, in honour of my mum.

    I then find a place for an orange juice before heading to my hotel.

    I take a long snooze and then head out to see the Basillica. I don’t spent too long as it’s heaving with people ready for the mass. I resolve I’m coming back tomorrow to have the time with the space myself. And to head out the door with the reverse alpha and omega, signifying my transformation.

    I grab a lil pizza and sit outside. Twas cold, but I had a sangria to celebrate.

    And then I drifted back to the hotel.

    Where I dreamt vividly that my Camino wasn’t over and I still need to walk…
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    旅行の終了
    2024年5月4日