The Worst Entry Ever
16 maggio 2023, Australia ⋅ ⛅ 23 °C
The first 12hrs flight from Frankfurt to Singapore were never ending. I watched about 6 movies and couldn't sleep for a minute. Then I had 1,5hrs transit time in Singapore, which I tried to use as little nap time, but couldn't. I'm just not made for such long journeys...
The next flight took only 4,5hrs but was worse than ever. Because I was so sleep deprived, I was shivering all over my body and I felt super sick. When the stewardess came and offered me my breakfast, I couldn't eat a bit because the smell made me feel even sicker. I hid away in the toilet to let out some cries. I was way too tired to control my emotions anymore. When I came back, I asked the stewardess to take away my untouched breakfast and give me some water. Then, after a while, I just wanted to eat my banana and so I did. Then we got a form to fill out for the Australian Immigration. I was wondering why I paid for the ETA up front and what that was all about. I filled it out, signed it and put it away.
Finally, we landed in Darwin and I was so happy to nearly be able to just lay down in a proper bed and sleep for ages. However, the Australians had different plans for me.
First, I had to go through immigration which took ages, then I lined up for a backpack control. "Don't be sorry, just declare" was on posters all over the place. My mind couldn't really comprehend what that meant at the time. Now I know...
When it was my turn, the officer asked me a bunch of questions and then I said "I'm sorry, this is wrong. I forgot I've got an apple in my backpack." I've just realized that I crossed No on the question "Do I have to declare fruit etc." instead of Yes. Next to the banana that I ate to not fall unconscious, I completely forgot the apple that I took from the Maritim Hotel the other day. And now, I was in huge trouble. He asked me more questions that I just answered as best as I could in my state of mind. It wasn't good enough it seemed. He brought another officer, discussing right in front of me. "It's your decision, 50/50 really", said the other one. I looked in my officers eyes that turned cold. "She knew about the apple and lied on the document. That's no 50/50." I was fucked.
He went off to the computer, taking my apple with him. He was tipping and tipping, until I felt so weak that I had to sit down. I was watching every other person leaving the room one after another, unbothered. They still discussed and tipped on their computer. After an eternity, he came back, laid some papers in front of me and told me about my penalty. 1.650 AUD... That was about 900-1000€. For an apple. "We don't have any apple diseases, you could have brought apple diseases, you shouldn't have lied on that document." I didn't lie! I screamed in my head, but I was too tired and too lost for words. Sure, that would be the most expensive apple of my whole life. What the fuck was wrong with these people? I understood that it could be dangerous, but I didn't do it intentionally. How could the penalty be so much out of any proportion?
With the last bit of energy I had, I tried to hold back the tears, grabbed my stuff and my penalty and went out of the room. I knew, I had to get somehow to my hostel. But before, I wanted to change some cash and get myself a SIM card. It turned out that the airport was smaller than my backpack and that they had nothing I needed. So I just went outside and stopped a taxi. The driver drove me to my hostel, I paid and got my hostel keys. I was so tired, not having slept in over 24 hours. But I needed some food and a SIM card, so I walked the little walk to the next supermarket (Coles) and got some food. I also chose the next best SIM card I could get a hold on and went back to the hostel. Then I wanted to charge my phone but the world charger that stated to have Australia in it, didn't. Obviously, I didn't bring the other charger with me that would definitely have had the Australian charger size. So, I had to go to Coles again and buy me another charger. Back in the hostel, I tried to activate the SIM card but why would anything work today? "Sorry, we need an Australian credit card for a verification." What the actual heck?! I bought a 30 day valid SIM card. In which world would an Australian need a 30 day SIM card? These SIM cards are made for tourists and as far as I'm concerned, most tourists don't have a credit card for the country they are travelling to! Why was this country against me? Why was everything so shit? Why did I ever went on this journey? Why couldn't I have just stayed home and went to Norway with Seb and Aluna just as we've had planned? I missed them so much and was trapped in this shitty country that didn't seem to want me here. I wanted to go home, badly. I couldn't get a grip of myself and called my mom and Seb, crying, telling them my story and just tried to calm myself down. Didn't work. That would be an amazing night...
By the way: I could take the apple with me in the end. So, I really do hope that the officer investigated it for any diseases. Otherwise, I could not understand why they'd fine me such a huge amount of money when it wouldn't matter in the end if it's bad for the Australian environment or not...Leggi altro
The Pleasures of Flying
15 maggio 2023, Germania ⋅ ⛅ 18 °C
Today I woke up early to have a stressless start. I went down to the restaurant for breakfast although I felt super sick and didn't want to eat. After a Latte Macchiato without cocoa, and some bread, I didn't feel much better. I was so nervous that my stomach signalled me "Alert, alert" all the time. Nevertheless, I left my hotel room, checked out and went to the next tube station where I took the U4 to the main station to then enter an ICE to the airport. And my god, the Frankfurt airport is so huge and there are no good signs that would lead the way around. I had to ask two people to get to the Check-in. And then I stood in the queue for about an hour until they finally decided to open another Check-in so that the mile-long queue would shorten more quickly. I really hate waiting... After finally being checked in, I wanted to go to the Security Check, but the one for B was closed, so I had to go miles to the one for A. After that (tbh much shorter queue) I had to go back to B, yeah... But honestly, when you always have to walk miles and miles to the next place you have to be at, and then have to wait for that being done, the time flies...Leggi altro
Starting earlier than planned
14 maggio 2023, Germania ⋅ ☁️ 16 °C
When the email from my boss-boss came, I was hooked within seconds. Our partner AOT offered a 12-day FAM-Trip to Australia which was divided into two modules. The second one was stsrting in Cairns, going to Tasmania and ending in Perth. THAT was the shit I wanted to do! I asked my boss Christian if I could apply for one of the spots and he said "Can't be worse than a No". So I applied and it did come worse - they said Yes, you can go! Shoot, now I had to decide whether I could afford the flights to Down Under and the time. Originally, Seb and I wanted to go on a Van-Adventure to Norway with Aluna, but now that option became realistic. I had to decide within two days and God it was a lot of back and forth... But in the end, I decided to go. So I used the two weeks of Norway holiday, and packed them around the FAM-Trip as I wouldn't fly around the whole world only for 12 days. I would be gone for a whole month now... That was crazy. Especially with Aluna... But I would get a hold on this problem.
The day to depart drew closer and closer and in the Friday before my flight, I got the bad news "The Deutsche Bahn would strike for 50h straight" and my train to Frankfurt would definitely be in that time... Shit. Thank goodness, I've got some connections with my dad. As he works for Maritim, he could get me a family-rated hotel room in Frankfurt so that I could arrive the day before. At least, I had the Rail & Fly ticket to use for the 14th,so no extra costs there. Just a lot of stress. And one day less to enjoy my dog. Damnit. I had to liv with it though, so I arranged to leave on Sunday afternoon and got everything fixed in time. And a day later, the news hit me again "The Deutsche Bahn could avoid the strike". Hell, I really do hate the DB. Why are people like that? I decided to still leave early on Sunday just to avoid more stress. So, under tears, I said goodbye to Seb and Aluna and boarded the train to Frankfurt main station. No delays whatsoever... A bit luck for me there. And then I only had to wander with my huge backpack 16min to the Maritim hotel which is situated directly next to the Congress centre of Frankfurt. Finally, I could check in and took the elevator up to the 8th floor to my room. I just wanted to drink a hot tea to calm myself down... But hey - I got disappointed again. There was no hot water kettle in the room. Amazing...Leggi altro
Beneficial Culture
26 marzo 2023, Germania ⋅ 🌧 6 °C
Every weekend, I'm reading the ExtraTip, a free newspaper of Göttingen. Every other week or so, they give away tickets for something. Last week, they raffled off tickets for the charity art gala. Knowing nothing about it, I immediately filled out the form. And see there, the next day I got an email with a confirmation about me winning the tickets. I could pick them up at the box office.
As my mother couldn't go to this horrific musical with me, naturally, I asked her if she wanted to go with me. Unfortunately, she had to work. But no worries, I just asked my best friend. As I know her very well, Sina immediately said yes, and we've got ourselves a date.
I'm usually not a person that puts makeup on and dresses up, but tonight, I just had the urge to throw over my favourite dress and feel pretty. When Sina arrived, she stated that she felt a bit under-dressed. That's usually my feeling when I meet, with whatever friend, to whatever occasion. So I just enjoyed being nicely dressed at least once. Seb was kind enough to drive us to the Deutsches Theater, as it rained heavily. After a bit of confusion, we found our tickets and entered the premises. A lot of older, culturally looking people (what does that even mean?) were waiting for the show to begin, and I just hoped that it wouldn't get too boring. Honestly, it was a blast!
It was a great variety of music (oh dear Dirty Old Town), dancing (cr!sis was phenomenal), comedy (Comedy Company was hilarious!), and acrobatics. I felt highly entertained and culturally relieved. I actually think, I could do such things more often.
Song of the trip: Loco by ITZYLeggi altro
Second day at the ITB
9 marzo 2023, Germania ⋅ ☁️ 1 °C
Today was my last day in Berlin, and I figured that I could go to the ITB again. As I had to check out of my flat, I woke up early and made myself ready for the day. As I wasn't in a rush to get back to the masses of the fair, I figured that a 45 min ride with the Tram was just the thing I needed right now, so I sat back in the Ring-S42 and enjoyed the ride. My period pain was getting worse, so I wanted to take some painkillers again. Unfortunately, one of the 600 mg fell to the floor. I don't know too much about the hygiene in trams, but as it usually chauffeured drunken people and addicts, I rather not use it any more. Thankfully, I had a 400 mg as well. When I arrived at the fair, I left my luggage at the wardrobe again and began to stroll. Today, I had quite some knowledge about the ITB already, so I definitely wasn't in a rush to explore. I found myself in a Taiwanese tea ceremony, I got a Henna, I got my mom some beautiful painted phone case (already thinking about Mother's Day) and sat down for a while to listen to a talk about Diversity. The best thing I "achieved" today was that I could drive the Formula 1 car at the Qatar Airways section. I was horrible, honestly. Over 20 seconds behind the best driver... That are worlds in Formula 1. I guess, I will never become as talented as Charles Leclerc. Then I might not have a choice but to be only a fangirl of him. And that I totally was, because I left the ITB early and had to wait for 3 hours for my train. That time, I used very wisely, to watch a bunch of videos of Charles - or how I call him "Leclec". I had to laugh so hard sometimes that people stared at me. I didn't care. I just enjoyed my free time. A perfect ending to a stressful but yet somehow relaxing time in Berlin.
Songs of the trip: Schön genug by Haller, Hero by Martin Garrix & JVKELeggi altro
A day with a friend
8 marzo 2023, Germania ⋅ ☁️ 0 °C
Today started very slow, as I had planned to meet my old school friend Gülshan whenever she would wake up. As I knew her well, that would be around lunchtime. So I made myself breakfast, had a nice shower and watched some videos whilst I waited for my painkillers to kick in. My period always had to hit hard when I was travelling. Finally, I received Gülshans message, that she was awake and we could meet up. Jumping on the next tube towards city centre, we met Unter den Linden, and it was as if there weren't years between this and our last meeting. She was still the same, and I was, too. It's just so cool to have a friend like that. We decided to go to a café to have a proper catchup, and she navigated - rather poorly, but charming as usual - around the city. Finally, we decided on Wayne's Café, a Swedish brand, looking very similar to Starbucks but way more ecologically friendly. I got a Chai Latte (one of the best I've ever got) and a Blueberry Muffin. We talked about our lives, jobs, boyfriends and travels which was just lovely. Then we decided to go to the Futurium, for which we had to go to the main station. There, we found ourselves next to brambibal's donuts, a vegan donut shop that an influencer named Mirellativegal (that we both watch) had a cooperation with. So we decided to actually get influenced and get ourselves some donuts and God were they delicious! I had a Rhaburb Crumble and it tasted so good... I wanted more! But we already arrived at the Futurium, a free entry museum that is all about the future, what we could use to live more sustainable (e.g. solar, wind, water, bacterial energy) and how we are changing the environment. It had so much information in such a variety of forms that we couldn't stuff more than half of them in our heads. So we decided to sit down and just let everything sink in. Ten minutes before closing time, we made our way to our locker to get our stuff and head out to dinner. Gülshan knew just the right place to go to - Hage Ramen. The logo looks a bit weird, but when you are inside, you get a nice Japanese atmosphere and great wall decor. I've never eaten Japanese food before, let alone with chopsticks. But I was determined to try. After asking Gülshan a bunch of questions, I ordered vegan Age Gyoza, some type of fried dumplings and Ramen Sesame. The Gyoza were extremely delicious and I could have just eaten that, although they were rather salty, so that my Grape Soda didn't last long. The Ramen Sesame was alright, and I actually ate only with the given chopsticks and spoon, but I found it a bit difficult to understand, why not to eat (or rather drink) the actual soup. And when there were only little pieces left, I thought it very frustrating to not being able to see the leftovers because there was so much leftover brown soup. I guess I just don't like throwing food away, but the Japanese don't usually drink it, as they say it would be unhealthy to do so. Completely stuffed, we got on the next tube and said goodbye to each other. It was really a pleasure meeting Gülshan after such a long time. She always makes me feel totally fine with myself and light-hearted. She is just a cool character, full-stop.Leggi altro
Busy ITB
7 marzo 2023, Germania ⋅ ☁️ 2 °C
There I was, spending 3 days in Berlin, as I had decided to visit the biggest Tourism event of the world. It was actual holidays for me, as STA Travel wouldn't grant me these days as business travel. Anyway, I had booked my 3-day-ticket, train and Airbnb accommodation. I was ready.
I couldn't sleep at all that night and lay awake thinking about Aluna and why she wouldn't eat properly. Then I thought, I could use that time, I just googled the shit out of the topic and finally fell asleep. At 6am, my alarm clock went off, and I told Seb everything, he could possibly use regarding Alunas food for the next three days. As usual, I made myself a coffee to start the day and immediately soaked everything in coffee, as I pushed over my mug. Luckily, I still had my pyjamas on. After cleaning the mess, I made myself and my little luggage ready. Seb brought me to the train station and my stomach was churning again. I could never get used to the awful feeling, leaving my beloved hometown for travelling. As much as I love to travel, I really hate leaving, as short a time it might be for. Getting on the train, I felt way more comfortable and quite enjoyed the ride, doing some laptop work and listening to my favourite songs. At half past 10, I arrived and made my way to the ITB halls. I left my luggage at the wardrobe and started my first ever visit. Immediately, I went into the wrong direction and had to ask for the right ones. But then, I was on my way. And, oh boy, it is really huge. So many stands and people. Thousands in a blink of an eye. My inner introvert was screaming. But I had a mission - to get home with as much information and goodies as possible. So I started strolling around and after around 3 halls and 2 hours I was starving to death. Luckily, I had brought my own sandwich, so that I wouldn't have to spend a fortune on bad food. Although, I have to admit, the food that I saw looked incredibly delicious. I talked to quite a few people, mostly just because I wanted something from their stands (e.g. sweets, postcards or just a tourist map). I couldn't get as many goodies as at the TravelConneXtion in 2018, but still quite some cool ones. In the end, I got a bamboo cutlery set, a beautiful mousepad with lots of animals from Singapore's zoo, a tiny pet giraffe, some very nice jute bags and postcards, and the best thing - for me - was rather unexpected. I walked along the Maldives stands and wasn't paying too much attention, but a lovely, artsy postcard caught my eye, so I stopped for a second. This hesitation was directly used from the man behind the stand, who started talking to me about an honestly amazing new resort in the Maldives. Everything included, from all-day-long food, 20 min water sports, and art classes, to three excursions during your stay. And when he then gave me the most beautiful scarf with one of the post card motifs that I actually wanted to get, I decided that I would sell each and every customer wanting to travel to the Maldives, that hotel (Oaga Resort, if anybody is interested). I was quite happy with my goodies, but I picked up a lot of information material for the travel agency on the way, so my back and feet were killing me. They don't have lots of seating areas, other than where you can get food or talk real business with the stand-people. My way led me to the toilet, where I "chilled out" for quite some time, until the constant flushing was getting on my nerves, and I threw myself back into the masses. When I was feeling already sore to the bones, I finally decided, to cut the day short and find my way back. That was way easier said than done, and I needed at least another 30 mins to find the wardrobe where I stored my luggage. - at the other end of the fair. On my way there, I stumbled upon what looked a bit like a dream to me: A Formula 1 car. In Qatar Airways style. With the Pirelli tires and everything. As a huge F1 fan (currently fangirling on Charles Leclerc), my pain was forgotten, and I dived into the awe. For about three seconds, though, as suddenly a huge mass of people closed in on me and (MY) car, just because they wanted to photograph some stupid footballer (didn't even know his face), in front of the F1 car. That's not his place to be photographed in, anyway! So, I decided to fucking leave this shit, and got my luggage. When I managed the three trams, I had to find my flat. After asking a nice, helpful woman on the street, I saw the mistake. The ad on Airbnb said 228, but it actually was 218. Getting the key and me up the two staircases, I finally arrived in my little accommodation. It looked rather old, but charming and the bathroom was surprisingly modern, so I could settle down easily. Throwing away my bags, shoes and pants, I could finally breathe again. I was so tired. But I had to get myself some dinner, as everything would be closed tomorrow - Women's day is a holiday in Berlin. So, I gathered my last bits of energy to get to the nearby Aldi and find - to my delight - Tiramisu. That alone didn't make dinner, so I got myself some pretzels and Aioli as well. After eating myself even more tired, I wanted to get myself ready for bed. Shit, I forgot my toothpaste. How late was it? Quarter to 9. Alright, leaving my pyjamas on - I already put them on - I walked straight to Aldi again. I was going to meet a dear friend of mine tomorrow, I couldn't do that with breath of Aioli and stress from travelling. Luckily, they had my favourite toothpaste (in the big bottle), so my night was safe.Leggi altro
Last day of horror
17 febbraio 2023, Germania ⋅ ☁️ 10 °C
The last day started just right: "Well, Matty has left because he's got Covid." Amazing news. When I told Seb, he said "Well it least you could take one thing from the training"...
The next news came immediately: "Last night, a man was killed in our office's street." Yet another awesome thing to know. Where was this stupid film crew that shot the new season of CSI:Miami? And could they please change the settings location now?
Honestly, I really couldn't wait to get rid of this awful city.
Thankfully, my wish came true after another couple of hours in which we met the CEOs of our tour operator and finalised the training.
I actually quite enjoyed being in this team of New Hires although we were all so different. But somehow we worked very well as a team and got on nicely. It was sad to say Goodbye to them (just for a couple of days, as we'd meet each other online the next week) but also relieving to finally leave this city. But as we don't have Dunkin Donuts in Göttingen, I first had to get myself (and Seb) some donuts. Tbh I don't really like donuts that much but somehow I really craved these. So I got myself a six-pack of them and got on a completely packed train. Today, above all, Ver.di had to perform a strike so that half of the trains wouldn't work. Therefore, the still driving trains were crammed. Luckily, a colleague of mine had a reserved seat and because of Aluna I could sit next to her. The reason for that was, because actually the seat beside her was taken. But the family with the sweetest boy I've recently met said, they were happy with their two others seats when James, the lil boy, were only allowed to pet Aluna. As she was over her short frightened shaking at the train tracks, I just smiled and allowed it. As much as James squeaked in joy about the dog, he didn't touch her at all. So that was a win-win.
Exchanging lots of information during our pleasant chat, my colleague and I were quite befuddled when the train driver announced Göttingen to be the next stop. I hastily packed all my things and Aluna together, took her on my arm and left the train. I was shocked by the cleanliness of the streets and people all around me. Finally, I was home.
Seb picked me up at the taxi stop and the happiness of Aluna could be measured by the whirling of her tail. It's always so cute when she greets you after some time. It's a delicious sense of unconditional love you get from her. I thought I'd be the one surprising Seb with the donuts, but he surprised me with a kebab as well. We both agreed, that we loved each other on the spot.
Song of the trip: Welcome to the internet by Bo BurnhamLeggi altro
Winning dessert
16 febbraio 2023, Germania
Today the training for me consisted in working on my own customer requests as my colleagues learned the systems. I also wrote down a step-by-step list for using Amadeus from scratch that I showed my boss. He asked me whether I used the system or if I did it just using my memory. Obviously, I just recalled it. He stated that my brain was a fascinating thing and how cool it was that I know so much after only one month. I agreed modestly.
In the meantime, Aluna re-decorated the office and played garbage woman, pulling out all the different bakery bags and trying to eat the leftovers. Of course, I had to clean after her when her game was over and nothing left to eat.
In the evening we played a Kahoot quiz about Midoco (our mid/back office system). Although I only listened with half an ear, I won the quiz and therefore a dessert at the Italian place we would go to after work. I was very pleased with myself.
Entering the restaurant, two of my colleagues told some interesting stories: "When walking down the street to the hotel, I was followed by a man with open trousers shouting names after me." She was wearing a long bright coat, makeup and a high ponytail. Thabk goodness she arrived at the hotel lobby safely. If she wouldn't have been so tough, she might have got a trauma from this already. What the f... The other blonde stated "Well, I've just seen two drug deals happening infront of me. The third one came and offered me some pills at broad daylight." The answer to this, for me, inexplicable behaviour, is that everyone knows they're drug dealers, so why hide? Also, the best hiding places are usually just in plain sight.
Nevertheless, we had a very lovely time, eating Pizza and Pasta, sharing a bunch of stories about people from work, our likings and what we've experienced so far in the Tourism industry. It's a funny place to work in, definitely. I'm glad I found it for myself. After my Margarita, I ordered a Tartufo. The waiter asked whether I'd need a candle for it, as he heard us talking about me being the "special guest" today. I didn't need one, but Annika then asked for him to sing a song. He kindly refused and we had a good laugh about it.
After quite a few drinks we finally payed and walked over the street back into our hotel.Leggi altro
Foggy Truth
15 febbraio 2023, Germania ⋅ ⛅ 6 °C
Today we learned the reason why there was this Armageddon state yesterday.
In short: There first was a fire in the mainstation. Therefore a tube got stuck in a tunnel. After they got the tube out of there, they had everything clear. Half an hour later they found a dead body on the tracks. It was an homeless man who could have been killed, suicidal or in an accident. No one knows. But it wasn't because of the fire.
So next time a customer says they think a destination is too dangerous to go to, I'll just tell them this story and conclude "If you want danger, you can take the next train to Frankfurt. Everywhere else, you'll be safer."
We had an early finish today, so I decided to go and find a bit of grass for Aluna again. I was lucky. In 10min walking distance was a small little bit of no-asphalt, so we made our way there. I took some photos of Aluna on the way, so it took us about 20min to get there. Arriving, she immediately ate something from the grass and I nearly panicked. Who am I to know whether this shitty city has poison laying around in the park. But when I saw a little bunny hopping through the grass, I was 100% safe - it was just the bunny poo she'd eaten. Anyhow, she did smell and tasted the rabbit (poo) but did not see it literally being 5m away from her. Aluna wouldn't become a hunter this lifetime anymore.
My training group had suggested to meet each other at 7.30pm at the hotels' lobby to get something to eat and so I went back to the hotel. One of my colleagues, Janin, has already gotten herself some pizza and offered to look after Aluna so that I could go eat in piece. I thought it would be a good idea. Once for me, to finally not having to think about someone kicking my dog in the full (and drunken) streets of Frankfurt. And second for Aluna to not be stressed by this environment. So I brought Aluna to Janins room and left her there. I instantly felt this hollow freedom. As if a mother would give her newborn child away for the first time. It's always the same feeling for me. I really don't like being separated from her tbh... But I knew that I could trust Janin and she could care for Aluna and that it would be good. So I decided to enjoy my time with my colleagues and dinner. After about 1,5hrs we were back and I picked up Aluna. As I've actually thought it would be, Aluna was not satisfied with the situation and didn't like me being gone. So her happiness about me coming back was heartwarming as ever. Just because of these little moments of unconditional love that are literally thrown at me, I have to leave her once in a while and come back to find myself embraced with love.Leggi altro
Armageddon
14 febbraio 2023, Germania ⋅ 🌙 5 °C
The night was as calm as in a big city could be. Aluna finally gave me some space in the bed, too, so I woke up feeling pretty well rested.
I ate my orange and kiwi that I brought with me, fed Aluna and started to watch "Stutz", a pretty good movie on Netflix so far.
The day consisted of training, training, training.
At lunch time we were visited by the
Founder of AER and Cockpit. Honestly, I've never felt more uncomfortable with a person being in a room. The atmosphere changed completely during the time he was in the room. When he spoke, he stared at the floor the whole time and still had the aura of a dictator. And when he said "The system is so easy, my cleaner could use it", I knew I wouldn't get to like him anymore. Just because someone is a cleaner doesn't mean that they aren't smart. Remember this, shitty rich people!
In the afternoon, something stopped us from continuing. A huge amount of police and firefighter cars were howling and screeching infront of our office balcony. Everyone raced to see what was happening. We couldn't really make out what actually was the matter with this drama. So we returned to our seats to let our brains be fried even more.
When the training day was finally over, we were going to an Indian restaurant. The second I got into it, my head exploded with pain. The music that was played inside plus the voices of the people were so loud and making me really feel uncomfortable. The monotonous rhythm of the beat makes some people forget or overhear it after a while. I'm not one of them. For me, 2hours of the same music was torture. So when I was asked whether I'd like to go with the others to the bar, I declined. I felt so sick, my head feeling light whenever I looked down. When having a small dog that you have to look after, that is a big No-no to have. So I excused myself and just fell to bed instead. After a short call with Seb, I immediately fell asleep.Leggi altro
Nervous af
13 febbraio 2023, Germania ⋅ ⛅ 5 °C
As a new member of STA Travel, I have to join the New Hire training in Frankfurt for a week. I don't really think that much time is necessary, however, I don't have a choice. Therefore, I had to go. First, I wanted my dog Aluna, who can't stay alone, to be looked after either my best friend Sina or my Mum. But when my Mum stated she would be working and Sina told me about her cruise that would take place exactly that week, I had to think again. As Seb can't take her with him to work and he can't do Homeoffice either, the only option was to take her with me. So I asked Annika, my colleague who is responsible for the whole training, and she reluctantly said Yes. I called the Hotel I'd be staying in, asking if Aluna was good to stay. Sure, for 15€ per night. Awesome... So I had to pay 75€ to be stressed even more from this training. But, I could take her with me.
Packing my luggage for the week, I figured that Aluna would need not only her food but also some place to rest. So I took apart her Tipi and put it into my luggage. That took up about 50% of the space. Then I also packed a towel, her food, her hair brush, her snacks and her backpack. All in all she took 85% of my luggage. I figured that the only things I would actually need for myself, were some PJs, underwear, another sweater to change, and my bathroom items. Everything else, I'd have on my body travelling or put in my own backpack (e.g. laptop, charger, book to read, my own food). Everything packed, I was ready to go.
The next morning I woke up completely destroyed. I was worrying the whole night, nervous as shit, if everything would be going to be alright. Aluna was afraid of trains since she kinda "lost" me when I took off to Frankfurt to fly to England in November. Ever since, she was shivering whenever she heard a train. Today however, she would have to go through the fear with me. I was still nervous and she senses that kinda stuff pretty easy, so of course she was quite excited as well. Seb dropped me off at the train station and it was, figuring that we would just be gone for a week... In Germany, 2hr drive away from home, pretty tearful.
We were early and so we stood at the track, watching ICEs come and go. Aluna shivered from time to time but I guess she was relieved whenever I was still with her after yet another train. When our train finally arrived, I entered the waggon, Aluna in her backpack on my front, my backpack on my back, my luggage in my right hand side, and luckily caught a seat right next to the luggage station, where I could leave my luggage and still have it in sight. The first few minutes were pretty interesting, as Aluna was very excited and jumped from her seat, to my lap, to her seat again. She wanted to get to the floor and explore the waggon, but I couldn't let her do this. In the end, she accepted my No and lay down on my jacket on her seat.
For the tube, I sat her in her backpack again, and I actually think, that was more stressful than the train, as the constant opening and closing of the doors was quite loud and freaked her out.
Finally, we arrived at the main station and were greeted by drunks, drug addicts and homeless people. Honestly, our office is directly opposite the main station and like 6 feet to the left, there were about 10–15 men, sitting in broad daylight, giving themselves shots of Cocaine. Around them, hundreds of broken beer bottles. And I had to let Aluna walk in this shit. It was disgusting.
Inside the building, the interior immediately spoke Money and Safety Cameras, so that was a real culture clash right there and then.
My colleagues were all very friendly and nice, and we had quite a good day together. Everyone was so amazed by Aluna and how she is just so quiet and cute and frugal and just wholesome in general. It must have been the millionth of times - I really adored this dog for her awesome behaviour. Not that I thought she'd behave any different. But anyway. After a long 7 hours, we were done for the day, and so we could finally check in to the hotel. This time, Christian told me, that booked the Bristol Hotel, a much nicer hotel than last time. However, I think I am just used to better standards. My room is tiny, honestly. It can't be more than 2 metres in width. I don't know where to put my luggage without falling over it... But I finally found a use for it - being Alunas basket.
I didn't give myself a lot of time to calm down, as I wanted to go to the Main river with Aluna for her first real walk today. The river was 15 min away from the hotel, and I had to go through the main station again. I am not a fan of the traffic in Frankfurt. It's so chaotic and confusing at times, you just don't know where to go to. Or at least I don't. When I arrived at the river, I thought to myself for a split-second, that Frankfurt wasn't all that bad. Then a guy greeted me from the dark shadows of the park, looking as if he'd be ready to kill me on the spot, and I decided to leave the "Bad" stamp on Frankfurt.
This, plus that I nearly stumbled walking on the bridge as I have eaten so little during the day, I decided to cut the walk short and get back to my tiny hotel room. After arriving there, I showered Alunas feet - I didn't want her to go on my bed with this city yuck on her feet - and put her on my bed. Now she sleeps in it and I don't know where I would be able to sleep...Leggi altro
Why on Earth...?
28 gennaio 2023, Germania ⋅ ☁️ -1 °C
For Xmas I bought my parents tickets for the Musical Der Kleine Prinz, as I knew the book was one of my mums favourites. However, I didn't think about my dad. He didn't fancy a Musical too much and so he said, he wouldn't join. My Mum then invited me to go with her but when the date approached, she was feeling ill. So now I had to take someone with me and decided for my best friend Sina. We haven't have done something like this in what feels like forever. She was happy to go with me, so we bought ourselves a Niedersachsen-Ticket and took the train to Hanover. The 1,5hour ride gave us enough time to have a catch up chat.
We arrived on time and the Musical started. After about 5min, I knew that the next 2 hours would be horrible. An hour later, we got a break, looked at each other and were happy to think the same about it. What a shit show. We honestly thought about leaving early, but having hope for it getting better, we decided to stay. Well, our hope died anyway. After yet again 40min of horror, we finally managed to get through this shit and left as quickly as possible. Unfortunately, we missed an early train mere seconds, so we decided to gossip over the Musical over some midnight snacking at the Backfactory. We sat down, eating our cheese-bagels and started to tear the Musical apart.
What was good about it: They used two screens to get some depth into the scenario which I found quite innovative. The choreography of the dancing parts was very well done and it was nice looking at the dancing. The voices of the singers/actors were good.
What was bad: Even though I enjoyed the choreographies, the dancing didn't do anything for the story. It was just not necessary and telling the story any further at all. Generally speaking, the whole story was extremely vague and stayed on the surface. There was no meaning behind a lot of the songs (which sounded all the same, with their repetitive lyrics and same melody again and again) nor in the dances. The unimportant parts were dragged out by unnecessary songs or performances, whereas the important parts were left with only one little piece of the time. For me, not one feeling occurred during the musical but hatred towards the people that actually thought to produce this shit would be a good idea. There was not one dialogue consisting of more than ten lines but rather a constant two-liner and then directly jumping back into yet another draining song. There were so many plot holes that didn't need to be there. There would have been enough time to tell the story, but they decided to go with 5min long blend-overs on the two screens or completely weird dancing sessions.
Honestly, this was shit and I understand that the musical doesn't get to stay at one place but is touring around the cities. After one night of the terrible show they have to flee from the people who want their money back...
However, Sina and I took the next train and tried to get over the feeling of complete waste of our time and money.
Song of the trip: Let me go by Avril Lavigne and Chad KruegerLeggi altro
Flying Back Home
27 novembre 2022, Inghilterra ⋅ 🌧 12 °C
Last day already. I'm pretty sad to say Goodbye to England again, as I always love my time here. But then again, I'm missing my dog so much... So I am very much looking forward to cuddling her again.
Dishonoured Church
26 novembre 2022, Inghilterra ⋅ ☁️ 12 °C
Today, I wanted to spend some time with my family as Lena and Eryk (my niece and nephew were home and my aunt Ela wanted to take them to a fair of their church. So, we packed up the kids and Ela's mom Yvonna (my actual aunt, Ela is actually my cousin, but as she is my godmother as well, I've always called her aunt), and made our way to the church.
Disclaimer: I don't believe in God or anything related to religion, so I'm gonna make a little fun of the church now. Sorry, not sorry.
Their was a flea market today with people selling their books, christmas decorations, toys etc. etc. to everyone who wanted to. The church however, as they really don't have loads of money, had come up with a business idea. To take a picture of their "very Santa-like" looking Father Christmas, you had to pay money. And... I was never really good in Religion, but, I can remember this story about Jesus, when he saw all the merchants selling their goods in a church, and screamed and shouted at them, destroying their things (violance isn't such a great idol here either). He told them they'd dishonour the place of God and that they should be ashamed of themselves.
Well... They really should be, though.
Anyway, Ela payed for us to meet Santa, the kids got some candy, we took a picture and after buying myself some new books (isn't consumerism also seen as bad?) we went to the playground. We did some excersises there and then went home for Ela to cook lunch and for me to play with the kids. As nice as it always is to visit my family, as nice is it, to know, when I come home there will only be my dog and Seb to wait for me - calm and quietness is way underratedLeggi altro
Street Art and Rock 'n' Roll
25 novembre 2022, Inghilterra ⋅ ☀️ 13 °C
Today, I had busy plans. As my niece and nephew were at school and my aunt and uncle at work, Ive decided to do yet again some great walking tours in London.
So, I jumped on the next train to the city centre and started the day with a tour around Shoreditch's streets to see the latest street art. Last time I did the tour has been in 2018 and things are changing rapidly when it comes to murals. So, I did see a lot of new graffitis and just enjoyed the information about all the new art works.
I then decided to go to the world's only Vagina museum, but unfortunately, I didn't have a mask with me which was still a requirement for them, so I could just take a glance through the windows and leave with sorrow.
But the afternoon had another interesting tour to offer me - Rock 'n' Roll in Soho. I haven't been to Soho before, so it was very interesting for me to see and hear the (hi)stories of this part of London.
After the tour, I connected with our tour guide James for a while until he had to go pick up his son from day care and I had to jump on the train back to my aunt's. There, I was greeted with amazing dinner and cake. I love being at my family.Leggi altro
Drenching Wetness
24 novembre 2022, Inghilterra ⋅ ☁️ 13 °C
Today was my last day with Leah, as the rest of my time in England, I'd be with my family in London. So, we chilled in the morning, cuddled with Pate and made ourselves ready for a night in London.
When we had to get to the bus station for the Oxford Tube, we got into one of the worst downpour ever. As it was pick-up time for all the school kids, not one single taxi was available, so we had to run through the rain. As my luggage was quite heavy (I'm always packing way too much), after 10mins, not only I was soaking wet, but also my luggage. As I didn't want to get a cold, I immediately got changed once we were in the Oxford Tube. After two hours, we arrived at my aunts house, I got rid of my huge, wet luggage, got my party outfit out and off we went to a rather short, but still good night out. I've promised my aunt to be back at 11pm, which I missed, as the train wasn't running that late anymore and I had to take the bus. But I had to leave early anyway and so my Goodbye to Leah was rather short. Hopefully, I'd see her again, soon.Leggi altro
Strolling around Town
23 novembre 2022, Inghilterra ⋅ ☁️ 8 °C
Today we actually wanted to do something productive, participating at a Walking Tour around Oxford, but when we arrived at the starting point, we learned that the tour was cancelled. So, we went on our own tour around town which contained the search for something to eat (we finally sat down at Turtle Bay), flirting with a guy over ice cream at Covered Market (he was damn hot, not only the ice cream was melting) and some very tedious shopping (or at least trying to). After we settled for finding nothing, we went to Leah's favourite art gallery at Westgate and discovered some amazing paintings. There was actually one original of my favourite artist on display and the gallerist and we started to talk about art which was actually quite interesting. At the end, she gave me a whole art book with his paintings in it to take with me, and I was over the moon. On our way back home, we stumbled over some more artwork in a telephone booth. There were mice, everywhere. So cute and in their own tiny world. I loved it.Leggi altro
Old Faces, New Jokes
22 novembre 2022, Inghilterra ⋅ ⛅ 5 °C
Today, Leah and I went to Oxfam Superstore, my all time favourite Charity shop in Oxford (and there are plenty around). In 2020, I always used leave with at least 5 more psychology books. This time, it was worse. I found a new fav cup (I've used to collect them, I defo have enough) and some cool books for my niece and nephew as well as my au pair boys. The ladder I would visit tonight, after not seeing them for 2 years. So weird. So, I left Leah to get some work done and meet me later, I was riding the bus to my au pair families home. And entering the house, it was a pretty strange feeling. I've lived here. And it was so long ago and not very long ago. It felt the same and completely different. Flora greeted me in her usual "common" way and Zephyr and Ezra were not very interested. They've grown a lot since I've last seen them. It's weird, how connected you can feel to people and in the same way not in the slightest. Zephyr was all my heart when I lived in Oxford, he was my joy. And now he didn't even recognize me, really. I felt sad about it, and at the same time kinda relieved. Kofi, the goldie, recognized me at least. And he used me right away for some much needed cuddles. There were two new cats, Kiwi and Mango (I think) that got much more attention than good ol' Kofi. He was so much bigger than Aluna. I had to use both hands to pet him. And really move my arms :D
We had some banana bread with each other and played some cards, Flora and I talked a bit about the time between. She remembered loads of things from the past. Her dad has passed away, which I was extremely sad about. I very much liked that old, wise and kind man. I wished I could have stayed longer, that Covid wouldn't have happened. But on the other hand, I was so glad that everything turned out the way it did. So I left the house, my old short-term home, with very mixed but mostly positive feelings.
Leah and I wanted to meet at The Library, a great bar/pub where we'd be at a free Stand-up Comedy show. As I had still time, I decided to walk the 40mins, to process my feelings, call my parents to check on them and let them check on me. Arriving at the bar, Leah and I got ourselves some yummy pizza and settled for some new jokes, that our laughter would be rating as good or bad. The night was alright and quite enjoyable all in all.Leggi altro
My second home Oxford
21 novembre 2022, Inghilterra ⋅ 🌬 6 °C
I love Oxford. It is so similar to my home town, Göttingen. It's a university city, so it has a huge number of students living in it. They make the old, architectural city vibrant and colourful. The thick walls and old history become full of life when mixed with the different cultures of the students.
When I lived here in 2020 being an au pair, I fell in love with the city and its vibe. This time around, it was the same but so different. I have grown so much in the last two years. I've gone through so much shit and godd things and did so many things. And being here again, it felt like looking at my younger self and seeing what mistakes I could have avoided. The surroundings were somehow different, although nothing changed very much - at least not externally.
Today we were just spending some lowkey time at Leah's, enjoying good food, music and friendship.Leggi altro
Birmingham Bizarre Bazaar
20 novembre 2022, Inghilterra ⋅ 🌙 6 °C
After sleeping for eternity as we came home at around 7am, we couldn't just jump on the next bus to Birmingham where we had our next event. We had planned to go to the BBB which started at 11am, but hell were we not read for such an early start. So, we skipped the market part and decided to just go to the after party. So, getting a sandwich and Chai Latte from the Art Café near Westgate, we hopped onto the bus to Birmingham and had an even better night out than the night before. We met two very cool guys called Scott and Stephen, with whom we went to The Village Inn, which was a gay bar nearby. We were lucky, as they had a drag queen show that night, which meant a lot of fun.Leggi altro
London Nightlife
19 novembre 2022, Inghilterra ⋅ ⛅ 10 °C
The next day, we started super chill and didn't really care about any time at all. We slept in, cuddled with Leah's cat Pate and had a nice breakfast. We were chilling as we planned a long night out in London.
Before that, though, we headed to The Lighthouse, a Spanish/Steampunk restaurant where we had some tasty tapas and found great literature. After filling our tummies, we went to the bus stop and must have been a very odd pairing. I was wearing a huge winter parka, a thick scarf and seemingly sunglasses (which were just my normal glasses, but they get tinted whenever there is enough sunlight hitting them). Leah was wearing nothing more than a light blue dress, in her hands her leather jacket - that she didn't need as she was too warm! She is doing cold showers after Wimhoff... I should try that as well, then I could finally get rid of all that heavy winter clothes. But now I was cold, so I lived with it. We got our bus and drove to London, where we had a big night out with lots of new experiences for me (as I've never been to parties before). When the party ended, at around 3am, we needed to get back with the next bus to Oxford. Unfortunately, we had the best of timings as the bus drove every hour but at 4am. That meant we had to wait in the middle of the night, in London, in the rain, for about 1,5 hours. Ted Mosby is right when saying nothing good happens after 2am.Leggi altro
My fascination with England
18 novembre 2022, Inghilterra ⋅ ☁️ 8 °C
England is one of my favourite countries to travel to. I don't know, I love the Brits. I first was there in 2014 on a 2-week "exchange" in Cheltenham, then my last school trip was to Canterbury and the region, I visited my family in London July 2018, lived in Oxford for 3 months in 2020 and came back in 2022 to finally meet my dear friend Leah in person. We've known each other over Zoom since September 2020, worked together since November 2020 and have been close friends ever since. As we met each other online during the pandemic, we never actually met each other before that. So... I finally had to visit her. And as she still lives in Oxford (she wants to move to New Zealand) I had to use the time that is left to meet her at least somewhere near Germany. Before we met, I was a little bit nervous whether we would like each other in person as much as via Zoom. But my concerns were unfounded, we clicked immediately with each other. My biggest struggle was to actually understand her height. She is very petite and shorter than I am, but because of her huge brain and knowledge she always shared with me, I was super confused. I always pictured her huge, as she was with her mind. To combine the feeling and the actual physical being, was the hardest in the following week :DLeggi altro
Only chilling
2 ottobre 2022, Austria ⋅ ⛅ 14 °C
The next two days were just relaxing, chilling and watching movies between a little stroll around the city centre again. Preparing the long drive back home.
Songs of the trip:
Bläulich by Apache207
The Other Side by Hugh Jackman & Zac EfronLeggi altro
The concert we've been waiting for
1 ottobre 2022, Austria ⋅ ⛅ 14 °C
Today was only shopping souvenirs and preparing for the concert we've actually come here for. I was super excited and couldn't wait until it started. Finally, we were there, and it was everything and more that I could have dreamed for. Apache was funny and chill and such a good singer! Between the songs were videos and jokes. The show was so entertaining. I'd go to another concert in a heartbeat!
Unfortunately, I can't share any videos of his performance due to my bad audible singing :DLeggi altro
Museums and Wine
30 settembre 2022, Austria ⋅ ☁️ 15 °C
Today we went to see the Natural History museum. You can learn so many things there, but my interest was in the earth itself and how it came to be. I don't know where it comes from, but I'm so fascinated by the movement of the surface etc. But the dinosaurs and animals as well as the history of humans were interesting as well. Although it was kinda spooky to only see dead animals, especially after yesterday's time in the Tiergarten. Going to the next museum, we visited the Sigmund Freud museum, which was a huge disappointment. I don't care how they lived. I care about what they actually did, and this was nothing that the museum covered. Well, we had time for cake then. In the afternoon, we've attended a tour (again, audio guide) through the Winery of Schlumberger. The atmosphere was great, the actual wine tasting in the end not so much. You can drink it, but we like other wines better.Leggi altro



















































































































